My Time (jjk x soulmate au) 💜 {18+}

Chapter 19

Sometimes everything doesn't go as planned in our life, or maybe most of the time. Life always takes unexpected twists and turns. We make plans for our future, but our fate has something different in its store for us. It's always that way.

Let me take a very simple example. I'd planned to travel around Seoul city, visit Han River and try out some street foods on Sunday. Although I've been in Seoul for quite a few days, unfortunately, I was laying unconscious on a hospital bed.

Not fault again. I would love to blame my unstable bond with my soulmate rather than my childhood trauma. Or maybe my bad fate is the best option.

Nevertheless, my Sunday wasn't supposed to be me spending my time in bed and that too in pain.

If not for that bitch spilling a hot, steamy, and tasty bowl of ramen on my thigh, it would've gone as planned.

But no, getting scalded by a bitch was written in my fate.

Obviously, it's gonna scar so badly. Saturday night, Ara practically dragged me to a doctor to get my burns checked.

Also, today is my first day at Seoul University. Bad timing, I know. They all suggested I skip a class or two and start by Wednesday or Thursday, but I didn't want to waste any more of my time. I've already missed a lot of it and have a huge portion to complete all by myself.

I woke up a bit early today to Ara in the kitchen as they'll leave early for the company. Once Hobi took over to help her, I rushed back to get ready for the day.

So, right now I'm rummaging through my unpacked suitcases with a towel tightly wound around my body to find something suitable at the same time won't worsen my burns to wear for Uni.

"Got it!! "

I grabbed my denim skirt and paired it with a black halter top and denim jacket. After changing the dressing of the burns, I slipped into my clothes and pulled out a black ankle boot from my suitcase.

The reason why I haven't unpacked my bags is... I'm planning to take up Bang PD's offer and move out. The men and Ara don't agree with my decision as expected.

For someone else, it may seem as if I'm being a coward and running away from my problems. But in reality, I'm moving out just to keep myself sane. I'm not running away, but I want some distance from everything happening around me and maybe think more clearly.

What happened on Saturday was unexpected. I honestly don't want Soyeon to show up again and pull a stunt like Saturday. The moment she stepped into the apartment, I had a feeling something wasn't right about the girl. Although Namjoon had prohibited her from visiting their shared apartment earlier, she still had the guts to overlook and cause chaos that day.

Am I scared of her? No, Never. And I don't think that I will ever be crossing paths with her, I'll be. But before our next meeting, I need to be more sure of my feelings, emotions, and health.

And secondly, I can't face Jungkook. Watching him having sex with some other woman made me realize that I am falling for him. I realized I love him more as a woman than an ARMY because the pain I felt when I saw him with Soyeon was heart-wrenching.

But what hurts me more is the fact that he never cared. Even after she spilled that hot bowl on me, he stood by her side. I thought he won't be back home for a few days, but to my surprise, he came home last night. Yet he didn't ask me about my scalded skin or anything regarding the incident.

Later that day Ara and the guys asked me about what Soyeon had mentioned the day I'd had a severe soul breakdown and had to be admitted to a hospital. I know they got an idea about what happened, but they wanted to know from me. So, I confirmed whatever bullshit she spewed.