My Time (jjk x soulmate au) 💜 {18+}

Chapter 31

"NO. DON'T DO IT. "

"DAD."

"DAD!!!"

I woke up screaming the name of the one person who I never wished to see, not even in my damn dreams. But he always visits me in nightmares, something I can't control.

My heart trashed against my rib cage, my breathing shallow, and sweat rolled down my skin. I can feel my fear seeping through my veins.

I'm not sure why this is happening, but I've been getting nightmares that haunted most of my childhood for the last two days. The digital clock on my nightstand showed it was 4 am. C'mon, why in the middle of the night? I sighed and reached for my bottle on the nightstand, gulping it down. Fuck, my head is killing me. 

I hauled myself off my bed and padded out of my bedroom to my bathroom. I'll just freshen up, pop an Advil and go back to sleep. I already have a busy day tomorrow, well, today to be precise. I can't deal with a damn headache right now. I will attend Uni in the morning and will take an afternoon train to Busan. 

Yeah, the Busan concert as a part of their Festa is tomorrow. Everyone left for Busan yesterday, and I stayed behind as I had some work at Uni. At first, Ara and the others didn't agree with me traveling alone to Busan; they were even ready to wait. But I persuaded them to go first as I don't want them to be tired before the concert. Even Ara would get some time to adjust to the environment. 

Also, I haven't met Jungkook since the day in the practice room. As per his Hyungs, he shows up for the rehearsals and practice sessions but he's usually in a bad mood. Neither he's eating his meal properly nor he's sleeping. I'm worried about him, for fucks sake. Well, everyone is.

I inspected my complexion in the mirror and sighed. The nightmares and poor sleep have gifted me with red, tired eyes and bags under my eyes. Even, my skin looks kinda pale. I breathed a long sigh and splashed my face with cold water, washing off the sweat and dried tears.

Returning to my bedroom, I took out the bottle of Advil, but then my stomach growled. Great. I quickly made a trip to the kitchen, pulled out leftover pizza from last night, and stuffed it into the microwave, and waited. Here, I thought I'll just go back to sleep as soon as possible. After scarfing down the pizza, I took the pill and went back to my bedroom. 

Finally, I can get some sleep.

I almost dozed off when my phone rang up, giving me a heart attack.

"What the fuck!!" I groaned into the pillow.

I checked my phone to find it was Tony. I accepted the call, putting it on speaker.

"Tony, it better be an emergency, for example, someone's trying to kill or something. Otherwise, I, myself will choke you to death," I threatened.

"What? Fuck, Lynn, is that you?" Tony exclaimed.

"Is this what you wanted to confirm? Then, yes I'm your baby sis, Ashlynn Reed. Anything else, asshole?"

"Woah, someone sure is grumpy this morning," He teased, "Did I disturb you? Were you busy with Jungkook or something?" 

"Fuck off, Tony, I'm not you, who thinks with your dick 24x7. And, yes, you're disturbing my sleep. Also, Jungkook is in Busan, dumbo."

His laughter echoed through the speaker, but the call got disconnected. Well. now I can sleep, I guess.

My phone rang again, and it is the same person, AGAIN, but on VC.

I accepted the call and propped it using another pillow, "What do you exactly want, Tony?" A shirtless Tony leaned over the table probably on which his phone is kept with a smug grin on his handsome face.