Save your tears • Jasper Hale

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I lay in bed sending an email to Alice.

I've sent her multiple emails but she hasn't responded to any of them!

Why! Why hasn't she answered me?

I feel like I'm dying...Like a part of me has been ripped away. Some would call me selfish but the Cullens are my life. I feel like I belong- no! I KNOW I belong with them, not with Charlie in this run down house, or with Rene and her chaotic energy.

I belong with the Cullens who actually care for me, and love me.

Willow doesn't deserve to be with them, nor does she belong. She's selfish, a bitch, and snobby. She bullied Alice, forces Rose to be her best friend, and she keeps flirting with Edward even after she forced Jasper to be with her!

I don't understand her. She thinks just because she's just some hybrid, she's better than everyone and she's not. She has psychotic tendencies. She literally tried to kill Lauren! She was even going to let me die!

I really don't know what Jasper sees in her. He deserves love, someone like Alice. They would be perfect with eachother.

They belong with eachother.

I sigh out as I send the email to Alice and close my laptop. I walk over to my bed and sit down, thinking of my memories with Edward.

I brought out of my day dreams by Charlie yelling out my name. I angrily stand up and swing my door open, "what!" He sighs and looks at me in disappointment, "I was telling you it's time to go to bed." I roll my eyes and slam the door.

I turn my lights off and lay down in bed thinking.

When will Edward come back for me? Why did he leave?

Suddenly I hear my name. I huff ignoring it thinking it's Charlie again, trying to bother me. I turn over and face my closet.

"Bellaaa" I tense hearing my name again. However this time I know it's not Charlie.

I wait a couple seconds to see if it calls out again but it's silent.

"I need sleep." I mumble to myself.

I close my eyes and start to drift off.

"Bella!"

I sit up, darting my eyes around the room.

I'm going insane, I have to be!

Suddenly my window opens and I stare at it with wide eyes.

"Edward!" I whisper to myself. I jump up and go to the window. I look down hoping to see him but instead I'm met with a face that makes me scream. I stumble back, hitting my head on the ground.

The thing crawls into my room making me shout once again.

"You're going to die Isabella!" I yell as it picks me up by the front of my shirt. I try kicking to get it away from me but it's no use.

Suddenly I'm thrown on to my bed and Charlie busts through the door, "what's wrong!?" I sit there not knowing what to say. He sighs out and goes to say something but he lets out a groan and falls to the floor.

I quickly sit up breathing heavily at the dream. "It's just a dream! It's just a dream!" I mumble to myself.

I take a deep breath and run my hands over my face.

I feel a slight breeze in my room making me tense. I look over and sure enough my window is open. I slowly stand up and walk over to the window. Timidly, I peak over and let out a sigh of relief when I see nothing is there. I close the window and turn back to my bed, only to freeze when I see something standing in the middle of my room.

"E-Edward?"

"That's offensive, do I look like a broody geriatric to you?"

"Willow?" She comes out of the shadows with a sinister grin on her face. "What are you doing here?" I ask taking a step back.

"I told you you were going to die didn't I?"

My dream! It was her!

I have no chance to scream because I'm launched into my wall. My picture frames fall down, causing glass to go everywhere.

I sit up with a groan and look at her looming figure. "What do you want!?" I shout as she walks to the other side of my bed.

"Is this where you cry thinking about Edward leaving you?" I flinch at her words.

"I'm sorry no, your father told us you sit at your window looking out into the woods like you're dead." I glare at her and stand up.

"Shut up!"

"You know he's never coming back right? Especially with my attempts to kill his siblings. It was a warning for them. Maybe it's a good thing though. Maybe he will forget about you and find his mate."

"I'm his mate!"

She mockingly pouts at me, "Bella Bella Bella, your just his blood singer. Nothing but a blood bag waiting to be drained-" she disappears making me confused.

"But I'm gonna take care of it for him." I'm flung on to my bed and I feel hands holding me down.

It's as if a tornado makes its way into my room. Everything starts flying around, banging against the wall. Glass breaking, books ripping apart.

"Bella!" I hear Charlie shout.

I go to scream for help but I end up screaming in pain. I feel sharp things scratching at my body.

It's worser than James.

"Bella open the door!"

I hear banging against my door but I can't tell if it's Charlie or the chaos occurring infront if me.

"Stop! Please sto-ahhhhh"

Suddenly Charlie busts through the door and everything stops.

"Bella, what the hell is going on!?" I quickly sit up and look around my room.

Where did she go?

"Bella... you can't keep doing this." Charlie sighs out as he looks around.

"N-no! I promise it wasn't me someone was in here hurting me!"

"Bella no one is here..."

"No dad I swear it was Willow!" He gives me a look.

"Willow? Willow Gardner? Amethyst's niece?" I nod my head. "Yes! Dad I swear!" He sighs and nods his head.

"Ok...alright. I'll head over there in the morning. Go sleep in the guest room ok?" I nod and hesitantly walk out of my room.

"Bella?" I turn and look at Charlie.

"You called me dad...."

I say nothing and go into the guest room.