TF2 x Reader

First Time (Pyro) (18+)

When you and Phoenix's relationship started, it was very clear from the start that Phoenix had never been physical with anyone. Even if he didn't tell you he'd never been in a relationship when you two became serious, it was very obvious. You didn't mind though, it was honestly nice being with someone who cared more about wanting to know you better than just wanting to fuck you.

Phoenix felt terrible though, he was worried that you were sacrificing your own needs to cater to him.

"Are you sure you don't want me to just push my fears aside to pleasure you?" Phoenix had asked you once.

"Phoenix, if you're not ready I'm not going to force you to be uncomfortable for my own needs." You had told him. "I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself until you're ready to take the next step. I don't want you to do something you're not ready for, I want your first time to be special and I want you to be comfortable."

Phoenix had appreciated your words and loved that you were so patient with him, but it didn't stop him from feeling bad. It had taken 2 months before he finally decided that he was ready.

You were watching a movie in the living room of the base, the team had gone out on a mission or so you thought they all went. Phoenix stood at the doorway for a moment, taking a deep breath before walking up to you.

"Hey, Firebird, I thought you went on that mission with the team."

"They didn't end up needing me to come." Phoenix shyly smiled. "I thought maybe you and I could do something together."

"Oh? Like what?"

Phoenix thought for a second before leaning down and kissing you. You were caught off guard but kissed back. Phoenix's hands were shaking a bit as he placed them on your hips. You wrapped your arms around Phoenix's neck, hugging him close. You two had soon pulled away to breathe.

"I'm ready, (Y/N)," Phoenix whispered.

You sat up straight, looking at Phoenix with surprise and concern.

"Are you sure, Phoenix?" You asked, cupping his cheek. "You know I told you you don't have to rush into this."

"I know, but I'm ready..." Phoenix shyly smiled, putting his hand on your hand and leaning into it. "I've never felt so ready to do this and... there is no one I trust more than you."

You smiled and placed a quick kiss on his lips.

"I'm glad you trust me, We can do this but I want you to promise that if you want to stop you'll say something." You told him.

"Of course, I promise." Phoenix smiled, though his expression changed. "Um.. how should we start?"

You smiled, taking his hands.

"Let's start by going to our room first. Don't need anyone walking in on us." You told him.

Phoenix nodded, following you into your guy's room. Phoenix's heart was racing, he never felt this anxious in his life. You shut the door and locked it, making sure no one ruined Phoenix's first time.

"So... how we... I'm not sure how to... I don't know what to do.." Phoenix looked down, rubbing his arm.

You smiled, lifting his head and giving him a soft kiss. Phoenix took a moment before he kissed back. You slowly moved him backward until his legs hit the bed. You lightly pushed down on his shoulders and he took the hint to sit down. You sat in his lap, brushing his cheek with your thumb.

"I'll take the lead." You whispered. "You just relax and I'll take care of you, Firebird."

Phoenix nodded, giving you a shy smile. You moved your hands to the bottom of Phoenix's shirt.