Not To Plan

Chapter 67

I'm laid in bed with Meredith. We're both naked. We've had such an amazing morning. The kids are with their grandparents, so we have the house to ourselves.

I don't know how anyone in the world would want to hurt this amazing girl. James is such a dick. She's the sweetest person ever.

Making love to her.. making her feel good.. and just making her happy is my favourite thing ever. It makes me so sad because she loves having sex with me.. she has so much fun. The fact that he ruined it for her and turned it into something she had to fear is just awful.

"Babe" she whispers, pulling me out of my thoughts. I smile, blushing slightly as I realise that I was just staring at her and stroking her hair whilst I was zoned out. "You okay?" She giggles slightly. I smile, nodding.

"You're squeezing me" she giggles. "Oh, I'm so sorry baby" I pull my arm off of her waist. I must've been doing it subconsciously. "No, it's okay" she smiles, pulling my arm back on her. I smile wider.

"You okay mer?" I rub her belly. She nods. "What you thinking about?" She cuddles into me. "You" I pull her into my arms protectively. She grins. I kiss her.

"You know you're my best friend?" I twirl her hair around my finger. "Do you make love to all your friends?" She teases. I chuckle. "You're cute" I kiss her again. "You're my best friend too baby" she whispers.

"Come here" she grabs my thigh. I roll ontop of her. She kisses me. We make out for a while, until she starts pulling at my hips and grinding against me. "Fuck me der" she moans into my shoulder. I immediately thrust into her. She groans quietly.

She grabs my ass and pushes me further into her. "You feel so good" she whimpers. I smile.

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"You're naughty" I smirk as I pull the covers off of the bed. She hides her face in her hands and walks away. She sits down in the corner of the room. We made a huge mess on the bed. She squirted everywhere.. and I came on the sheets too.

I change the sheets and put the other ones in the wash. "Cum.. everywhere" I walk back into our room. She's wearing one of my shirts now and curled up in the chair in the corner of the room.

"Babe.." I walk over to her. "I'm sorry" she bursts into tears as she runs past me, downstairs. "Mer!" I go after her.

"Mer?" I search the living room for her. Where the fuck did she go?.. "baby!" I go into the kitchen. I open the pantry door as soon as I hear a quiet sniffle. I sigh as I see she's sat in the corner crying. "Meredith" I walk towards her.

"I didn't mean to" she moves further away from me and hides her face in her hands. "Babe" I kneel infront of her. She cries harder as I put my hand on her leg.

"I'm not angry" I say in a gentle tone. She doesn't move. "I'm not going to hurt you mer" I sit infront of her and hug her waist. She sniffles as I pull her onto my lap, so she's straddling me. I hug her tight.

"Why are you upset?" I pull away from her and push her hair out of her face so I can look at her. "Because I made a mess and- and-" she sobs. "It wasn't your fault!" I chuckle. "It was!" She sobs into my shoulder. "No, it wasn't" I rub her back.

"I thought we had fun" I smile, looking into her eyes. "We did.. but then you had to clean it all up" she says. "So?" I tuck her hair behind her ears. "Ja-" she sniffles. "I don't give a shit what James would've done.. I would never ever ever" I whisper, cutting her off.

"Okay.. I'm sorry" she looks down. "Babe.. stop apologising" I sigh. "It was sexy" I run my hands up her thighs. Her eyes light up. "Really?" She whispers. I nod. She smiles. "It really turned me on baby" I scan her body. "You swear?" She whispers. "I swear" I kiss her.

"Don't run away from me baby, okay? I'll never ever yell at you or hurt you for something like that.. or for anything, actually" I kiss her lips again.  "I love you so much" she hugs me.

"Did you enjoy it though, baby?" I ask. She nods. "I felt really really good" she smiles at me sweetly. "Good.. I thought so" I kiss her lips. "I'm sorry for running away" she whispers. "It's okay.. you wanna help me out the new sheets on?" I lift her up and stand up myself. She nods. I hold her hand and we go back up.