Not To Plan

Chapter 69

I walk in and smile as I see her sat on the couch. "Hi darling" I say. "Hi Der" she gets up and runs over to me, hugging my neck tight. "Heyyy" I say softly, picking her up. I think she's upset.

"What's up?" I rub her back. "I missed you" she says. "I missed you too" I sit with her straddling my lap. She kisses me. She puts her hands on my cheeks and we make out slowly.

"Let's go to bed" she says. "I'm hungry" I say. "Bed" she whines, hugging my neck again. "Okay babe" I pick her up and carry her upstairs. We make love for a couple of hours, then she finally agrees to let me take a break so I can eat something that isn't her pussy.

I'm in the kitchen, cooking us both some food. I feel her arms wrap around me from behind and I smile. "That smells good" she kisses my back softly. "It's your favourite" I turn around and pull her infront of me instead, hugging her from behind. She smiles at me after seeing the French onion soup I'm cooking.

"Der I love your soup" she turns around and hugs my waist. "Good" I grin, kissing the top of her head. "You look so adorable in my shirt" I chuckle. She's drowning in it, it's so big on her. I grab her hips and pick her up. She holds onto me tightly.

"What did the letter say, baby?" I ask. "Just the usual.. threatening me and stuff" she shrugs. "I'll send it to the police as more evidence.. okay?" I say. She nods.

I put the spoon im holding down and hug her tightly. She does NOT act like this infront of anyone but me and the kids. She's so soft around me, it's adorable. She's a rock around her friends. I love her soft side. It's like as soon as she's around me, she melts... I do the exact same, because I'm so comfortable around her.

"Why don't you go and sit on the couch baby? You can put on tv and watch a movie whilst I finish cooking" I put her down. "Okay" she stands on her tiptoes and kisses my lips before going. I smile, watching as she makes herself comfortable on the couch, pulling a blanket over herself too.

"Don't fall asleep, gorgeous" I say. "I won't" she says mid yawn as she lays down. I chuckle softly. She closes her eyes. I finish making the soup.

Meredith's pov:
"Babe" I feel him shaking me gently. "Der" I reach out for him tiredly. "It's okay" he chuckles, hugging me. "Your foods ready" he says. "I'm tired" I push my face into the crease of his neck as I hug him back.

He picks me up and carries me somewhere. I sigh as I feel him put me down on a chair at the table. I open my eyes and whine as he pulls away. He kisses my lips before handing me a spoon.

"Sit here" I pat the spot next to me. "I am" he grins, sitting down. I hand him my spoon back. "Baby" he chuckles, taking it. I smile at him, batting my eyelashes. He feeds me some of my soup. "Mhm! It's so good" I groan. He smiles. "Good" he says.

"You know what I miss?" He looks at me. "What?" I ask. "Your bump" he pouts slightly, putting his hand on my belly. I grin. "You're not impregnating me, Derek shepherd" I say. "Don't you want another? A mix of me and you" he grins. "We have two already" I giggle.

"Do you not want a third?" He asks seriously. "I'm kinda scared" I look down. "Scared? Why baby?" He asks. "Because.. it'll be a mix of me and you" I say. "I know.. i think it'd be cool" he chuckles. "But.. what if I love this baby more than the other two?" I ask nervously.

"What? Why would you?" He chuckles. "Because.. it'll be a mix of me and the love of my life" I look down. "Aw, baby" he chuckles.

"I don't think you will" he says. "How do you know?" I ask. "Because.. you're an amazing mom, and nothing would ever get in the way of that" he says. "I'm still scared" I say.

"You love my biological kid just as much as your biological kid" he says. "Because she's yours" i say. "baby you're so sweet" he sighs, hugging me. I smile.

"I love her so much.. I look into her eyes and all I can see is a little version of my soulmate" I say. "I'll cry if you don't stop" he teases. I giggle. "I feel the exact same way about violet" he tucks my hair behind my ears. I kiss him.

"I love you Der" I say. "I love you more" he pulls me onto his lap. I smile, hugging his neck. He feeds me more soup. "Der it's so good!" I moan. He chuckles. "I love it" I have more.

"Thank you baby" I kiss him. "You're welcome gorgeous girl" he says. "Can we go back to bed please?" I hug his waist. "I'm worn out mer" he chuckles. "Just for sleep" I grin. "Oh, okay then" he chuckles.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to tire you out" I hug his neck. "Don't be silly baby, I loved what we did earlier so much, and it's not your fault I'm tired" he says. I smile. "I loved it too" I kiss his lips.

"I love having sex with you" I say. "Me too" he kisses my neck softly. "Did you eat, baby?" I ask. "I ate mine before you woke up.. I knew you'd want cuddles and I can't do that and eat soup" he chuckles. I smile.

"My belly is all warm now from the soup" i say. He chuckles. "Are you ready for sleep?" He picks me up. I nod, holding onto him tightly. "Good" he whispers. He carries me all the way upstairs and we get in bed together. He very quickly falls asleep and I do soon after.