A New Chapter (Sequel to bullied by Magcon)

Chapter 34- Anixety

LUCIES POV

"So whats up?" Charlie asks.

I hug her tight.

"whoa lucie you alright?" I pull away.

"no not really" she pulls out two chairs indicating for me to sit down.

"Spill" I explain everything to her.

"you spray paint H.O.P.E onto the walls?" i nod.

"and what exactly does that mean" i think for a second.

"Hold On, Pain Ends" Her face saddens.

"You still feel pain?" she says on the verge of tears.

"Everyday, my body is getting weaker by the hour and its starting to scare me a little" She nods.

"Well your not anorexic thats for sure, ever heard of Anixety?" I shake my head 'NO'.

"Well Anixety how can i explain this?" She taps her index finger on her cheek.

"Anixety, you feel worry, nervousness or unease about something with an uncertain outcome" She smiles.

"English?" she sighs.

"Lucie, you feel nervous, you feel anxious, your scared to do something incase you do it wrong!" i nod.

"Is it servere?" She shruggs.

"Trevor and Kian have it, it all depends on why you feel that way" I sigh.

"Okay" i hug her.

We walk back to where the boys were, we found them playing with the twins.

"Guys come on" They all groan.

"say goodbye" they wave bye.

I hug Jack and Charlie.

"Be strong" Charlie whispers in my ear and kisses my cheek.

i give the twins a kiss on the nose and walk out the door.

"what were you and Charll talking about?" Sam asks.

"How big your dick was" i walk infront of them trying not to laugh, obviously failed.

"Nah, we were talking about an illness" He rolls his eyes.

"Alright"

*back the tour bus*

"Guys im going out for a little bit be back in 20" They all nod, i grab my backpack filled with spray paint cans.

"See Ya" i walk out the bus door and down an alley.

"Perfect" i drop the bag on the floor silently and unzip it.

i start spraying when i hear sirens.

"fuck" i mumble.

"Drop the can and put your hands behind your head!" I drop the can and do as the police officer says.

he begins walking towards me, i quickly grab my bag and run back to the bus.

"Guys whatever you do dont open that door, act like there is nobody here!" they all nod, the banging on the door grows louder.

"lucie what did you do?" Trevor whispers.

"shut the fuck up" i grab my bandana and tie his mouth closed.

"Shh" i place my finger on my lips.

we soon realise that the coast was clear and begin driving.

"mhmmm gdyrtvd" I look at Trevor and nod.

"yep sure man happens all the time"

"so why were the cops here?" Jc asks, obviously ready to kill.

"They uh.. wanted some fashion tips, yeah didnt you hear them banging GUCCI, PRADA?" he shakes his head.

"tell me"

"fine, they caught me spray painting on a wall"

"what were you painting?"

"H.O.P.E" he looks confused.

"what does that mean?"

"hold on, pain ends" i whisper.

"what?"

"HOLD ON, PAIN ENDS" I shout.

"mfghopdhgbx fjheif"

"yeah sure Trevor whatever"

"what is that supposed to mean?" Jc asks.

"That i feel pain but i know its gonna end" he nods and a smiles a fake ass smile.

"Fake smile? Fake laugh? bitch you made in china?" i earn a highfive from Connor.

"Shut up" Jc growls, he closes his eyes and drift of to sleep.

Soon everyone is asleep.

"well this is grest" i curl up into a ball and stare at the ceiling.

what am i feeling?

who am i?

why am i here?

questions run through my head as the bus rocks me of to sleep.

im not quite sure the answer to these questions, someday i will.

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