What If I

chapter thirty five~ together officially

Meghan's POV
It had been a day or so since Brian was arrested for a few weeks. It's been pretty quiet since then. Kelli would look at me then mumble something to Mikaela then walk away. I came to wonder about it.
Time skip to that tomorrow night.....

You know, I come to ponder.
At the night I wander hopelessly.
The light can't shine through today.
Maybe I didn't go the right way.
I feel bound up tight in my own emotion.
I have shown my passion already.
I know this is not the right time to be sad.
Maybe I'm mad for not doing the right thing
But I'm glad I have Charlie.
He completes me.
And now we are going to be together.
Together,
Officially.
I stopped writing in my journal. I just expected myself to sit there and wait for something to happen like always. I just sat there.
Thinking.
Charlie's POV
I paced around the room. I was scared myself about all this. Meghan and I being together,
Officially.
It was almost time to go to the church. It was five fifty eight. Six was when we had to go to the church to get married. It sent some shivers down my spine just to say it.
"Get Meghan. We have to go to the church." Mikaela said.
I nodded and went to Meghan's room. The door was locked.
"Babe, can you unlock the door please?" I asked.
There was no answer.
"Meghan. It's important. Please unlock the door."
There was still no answer.
"Meghan." I said.
"Charlie. Please go," Meghan mumbled.
I managed to open the door. I want terrified.
Meghan. Had. A. Blade. On. Her. Skin.
"Meghan!" I screamed.
I took the blade out of her hand and threw it out the window. Literally.
"What the hell are you doing Meghan!?"
She started sobbing.
"I'm sorry Charlie," she sobbed.
I walked over to her and sat down.
"I can't except myself. I know you don't love me," she exclaimed.
"I do love you Meghan. I won't stop loving you." I replied.
"Why did you tell your friends to not talk to me. Cause I'm fat and ugly? Huh? Is that why?" Meghan sobbed.
"I never did that Meghan. You have to believe me." I said. A tear running down my face.
"I love you Charlie. So much." She sobbed.
We hugged for about ten minutes.
"Come one Meghan," I said while motioning her to come with me.
Meghan's POV
why would I do this to myself. I have people who love me.

Nobody loves you

My thoughts haunted me. I just have to suck it up and deal with it.
At the church
Kelli, Mikaela, Charlie and I walked into the huge church. I knew me and Charlie were getting married. But I had just forgotten when my thought had taken me over.
"Come on Meghan. We have to get you ready." Mikaela said while leading me to some room.
We entered an empty room. It had a mirror and a dress lying on a small table, but that was it. Mikaela picked up the dress. It was beautiful, I'm not lying.
"We have to get you into this." Mikaela said while kind of measuring the dress to me.
I said nothing for awhile. By thirty minutes my dress was on and I had all the right makeup.
"Perfect," Mikaela said.
My mom opened the door and ran to me.
"Oh honey, you look beautiful," Kelli said while hugging me.
"Thanks." I mumbled.
"I just can't believe that this is your wedding day. That I get to see your life piece together." Kelli said. Some tears of joy formed in her eyes.
"They're waiting out there for us." Mikaela signaled.
Kelli waited by the door for me.
"Wait just a second." I said.
I muffled through my purse and found my notebook. I ripped out the page I was writing on and held it in my hands. I took a deep breath and walked out. Mikaela handed me some flowers. I took a huge deep breath. The doors opened.
I took one step out of the doors, onto the isle. I could see Charlie's comforting smile from a mile away. I smiled as I walked down the isle. I kept thinking.
'Together officially.'
I arrived at the steps and stood in front of Charlie. He looked hot in that tux. The priest looked at both of us. He handed me the ring. Charlie held my ring.
"Charles Otto Puth, do you take this young lady to be your wedded wife?"
"I do." Charlie replied to the priest.
"You, Meghan Elizabeth Trainor, take this man to be your husband?"
"I- I- I do." I stuttered.
Before he kissed me and everybody cheered, I stopped.
"Wait! I have something to say!" I yelled.
Charlie and everyone in the crowd looked confused.
I took out the piece of paper I ripped out of my notebook. I read right off of it.
"You know, I come to ponder. At the night, I wander hopelessly. The light can't shine through today. Maybe I didn't go the right way. I feel bound up tight in my own emotion. I have shown my passion already. I now this is not the right time to be sad. Maybe I'm mad for not doing the right thing. But I'm glad I have Charlie. He completes me. Now we're going to be together.
Together,
Officially." I read.
I noticed I was crying tears of joy. Everyone in the audience was too. I looked up at Charlie. His eyes filled with tears of joy.
"I love you so much Charlie." I cried.
He pulled me to him and kissed me more passionate that he's ever had. I heard everyone cheering. While we were kissing, he slipped the ring on my finger. I did so too.
He pulled away and we hugged. I whispered something in Charlie's ear.
"Now we're together.
Officially."
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