I Will Always Be Beside You Forever (Roc Royal Love Story)

Casper

Hey… Just to let you know, it has being two months since the last conversation I had with Chresanto. God, even saying his names makes me want to ball up in a little corner and I cry. How am I doing? Well those sharp razors and big white pills are treating me great. I use to go to school looking fly as hell, now I’m wearing baggy pants and hoodies especially to hide my cuts. No one wants to talk to me. I’m surprised my mom, my sister and Jeena are not talking to me up to this day. I have no friends. No friends. I’m so glad school finished today. Months ago, Jeena and I were planning a party after the last day of school, but were not talking. :/ I really need someone to talk to and Craig is not here. I started my car and drove over to the hospital to visit Trey. I overheard mom saying he is still in the hospital and he’s the only person I have left.

When I got to the hospital, I signed in and walked to his room. I covered my fingers with my hoodie and walked in to see him and my mom talking. When I opened the door, they stopped talking and looked at me.

“H-Hey Trey.” My mom cleared her throat and exit out the room without looking at me. Trey smiled at me sheepishly and nudged his head to the chair.

“Come on in Taylor.” I sat on the chair next to him. “Have you talked to him?” A tear rolled down my face. I nodded.

“Hey doesn’t want to talk to me.” He frowned.

“May I ask why you broke up with him?” I combed my hand in my now very dull hair.

“Over something stupid. It made sense then but not now.”

“Tell me.”

“I told him I didn’t want to keep him back from his fans and his family and his dream.”

“Why would you say that?”

“I said that because I’m just a little secret in his life. He had been with me for 5 months and never even introduced to Keisha or Walter or his mom or his fans. He has been with Melody for how many weeks, and he already posted pictures of them on Instagram and Twitter.”

“Are the other boys talking to you?”

“Yeah I spoken with Prod a month ago. I texted Ray the other night.”

“What about that puffy haired Mexican?” I laughed.

“We’re not talking.’

“Why?”

“He tried to break me and Roc up. He likes me a lot.”

“But do you like him back?”

“I-I no.”

“Taylor?”

“I started feeling something, but I stopped because I loved Chresanto. I still do.”

“Oh okay. They have a tour coming up right?”

“Yeah. It’s called All Around The World.”

“Are you going?” I looked at him to see if he was joking. He wasn’t.

“Why not?”

“B-Because! I can’t face him.”

“You don’t have to. You’re fan of them right? Well go on tour with them. Chresanto is not the only person in Mindless Behavior right? There’s Ray Ray, Prodigy and Princeton which I’m sure you are close with. How do you think they feel that you’re not talking to them? I’m sure they text you every night and you ignore them. Am I right?” I nodded. Damn, he’s good. “Well go! Did any of them invite you to come?” I nodded again.

“Yea for free too.” He gave me that Madea look and I couldn’t help but laugh.

“Then go! When does there tour starts?”

“Tomorrow. Crap! I gotta call Craig! Thank you Trey!” I gave him a kiss on his cheek and ran out of his room. I quickly dialled Craig’s number when I entered the elevator.

“Hello?” Craig answered.

“Craig!”

“Hey Taylor! How you doing?”

“I’m good! Make sure the tour bus has an extra bunk for me cause I’m coming!” I heard Craig yelling to Ray Ray and Prince that I’m coming. Ray and Prince started yelling random stuff on the phone and I couldn’t help but laugh and cry. I miss them so much.

“Alright I’ll tell Keisha…and Chresanto.”

“Don’t tell Chresanto. Let it be a surprise.”

“Oh I see how it is.” He said chuckling.

“Yeah you dig?”

“Got my shovel and everything.” We both laughed.

“Okay when can I come see ya’ll?”

“Pack your bags tonight because you’re leaving tomorrow morning. I'll email you the iteniary.”

“Alright!” I got in my car and drove home happy as ever. The happiest I EVER had been in months! I’m not gonna even tell you Madison and my mom. I’m just going to leave a note on the bed and leave. They want to treat me like I’m a ghost? Well, shit, call me Casper!