Paul Lahote love story

Bitter truth

Delia POV
I started into the mirror. I wore a batman muscle tank and shorts and grey converse. Today was the day this other shadow hunter came only in 20 minutes. I didn't feel right. Alec never spoke to Leah and Jake and holly well they love each other and Paul and me don't talk but it hurts when he glares at me. I in the couple days saw Rebecca and him kissing and hugging and undressing each other with their clothes. Of course it's revolting and gut wrenching but what can I do?. I act like it doesn't matter. Holly is putting on her leather boots. Her outfit consists of a bad ass leather jacket, leather pants and a black tank top. she looks like a bad ass. This is all new to me. She always dressed so softly and warmly that I never doubted her once. She was kind and shy. She's still shy and she doesn't curse and rarely talks only when required. She puts on lip balm and smiles gently at me. "Delia I know this is all horrible for you to deal with but you have m me and even if you do t fully trust me.. I shall find a way to gain your trust"She says. I smile weakly. Paul. Oh how cold I get when I think of his stupid face that I can't hate because that is physically impossible. "Um... Jace is downstairs"She says. "Well might as well say hello and represent"I sigh. I walk down the stairs holly following and I can hear the pack shuffling uncomfortable. I see everybody sorounding something. "Hey. Move. Away"I growl. Everybody moves away. I see a tall blonde guy his hair looks silly and soft a golden tint of his eyes and a gorgeous face and body. "I'm Jace way land take a picture it'll last longer"He said sticking out his hand. I pull out my phone from my pocket. "your right this freak of nature needs to be captured"I say sarcastically. He smirks. "By the way my names Cordelia Meda Ulley..... But please call me Delia"I say and stick out my hand. He shakes it and smirks dashingly. I hear Paul cough. I growl. "Alright this here is Sam Ulley my brother... there's embry and Seth my best friends... Leah my friend... Quil and Jared the shy ones.... Paul yah... there's Emily and then there's the shadow hunters"I irreducible and glare as I say Paul. I look at Jace. He has a nice sharp jaw and his golden eyes sparkle. Paul starred at me glaring . I've had enough. My anger flared. I pulled back my fist and punched it down on the coffee table. "Paul what the hell do you want... Keep glaring at me. Do you have a problem or is your hideous face just frozen that way"I growl. "Delia cool down"Sam says sternly. "No Sam. I will not chill... Paul needs to learn to stop... I'm done with him for that... he's so stupid and he makes me angry... he is not as desirable as he thinks he is because he can't even keep up a single relashipnshop let alone his stupid hot headed anger"I shout. "Be. Quiet. You know nothing shut up... Your just an idiot"He grumbles. "Well this idiot can keep my anger"I shout. "Well this idiot can get any person he wants and is desirable unlike you... your unattractive  your tall and skinny and think people actually love you and want to like you and want to kiss you... when you know well everybody pities you because your mother died and they don't want you falling into a stupid pathetic depression wallowing in your own mourns"He yells. My heart brakes in half and he's right nobody desires my kisses. I'm just so... dis-. My pathetic thoughts were interrupted as I felt strong hand wrap around my waists  and pull me in hard and I felt Jace pull me into a hard kiss. His lips were hard on mine as if too prove that Paul's ideas where not true and in fact he did think I was worth something. I have never kissed anybody except Paul and wow. I intertwined my hands through the soft hair. I could smell clean, Cologne, amazing.He held onto my waist and I wiped my tears as I heard Paul growl. Jace just glared. "Alright what the hell was that. That was repulsive she lost her mother and you are degrading her"Jace says in disgust. "Stay away from her"Paul growls. "What the hell"Jace says angrily. Emily looks wide eyed and so does everybody. Wow he kissed me. I feel horrible and disgusting. It's all pitty. "Paul. Stop. You need to stop and deal wth the consequences and you've hurt my sister. Sit and listen to the meeting and if you even look at her... Your dead"Growls Sam. I run for the door sobbing softly and sit behind a tree by the forest at Emily house. I cry. I feel someone sit not to me. "Hey I know we just met. I'm sorry if I kissed you after all why would I deny all of this to the world I didn't think you didn't want this"He says cockily making me laugh. "Sorry... I'm not usually a crier he just hit a hard spot... Thanks for that Jace it made me feel... I don't know it made me feel like.. it's okay"I whisper. He chuckles "I am a great kisser"He muses. He takes my hand and lifts me up. "Let's go inside we need to plan this mess"I say and we walk inside. No tears just a hard cold stone face and I sat next to a shocked holly. "We have a problem here. Alright I'm done... We leave the drama here emotions just cloud judgements and won't let us do our job properly. Our goal is to get to the dogs before they start getting humans down there path. There will be splitting up werewolf a and shadowhunters groups"John said next to Leah who looked tired. Everybody nods. John is all about strategy and no emotions. I could only picture Jaces soft blonde hair. "Alright there's holly Jake, Jared, and Quil. Holly usually works alone and this will help her group effort"He
said Holly groaned. "But werewolves can't hold seraph blades"She grumbles. John smirks. "Alright it's Jace, embry, Delia, and Paul. But Delia will go human form"He says. I nod. "Then there's me Seth , Sam, and Leah, and Emily... oh shoot she's human.. well yah there you go"He says. He picked Leah and he blushes slightly. let's get this party on a role.