The White Institute Bedroom

Are You Sure?

Are You Sure?

"Clary you don't have to push yourself because of me. You know that, right?" Jace asked sounding worried. 

"Jace I know that and I love that you care but can you really just shut up and kiss me." Clary said climbing onto Jace's lap. Jace did as she said and kissed her. Not like usual though not as passionate but more desperate like it had been in the night in the greenhouse. Desperate. Clary had never felt more alive. Jace spun Clary over so she was lying in the white sheets looking up at him into his gorgeous golden eyes. She melted straight away like she always did. He was beautiful like an angel. Like nothing she'd had ever seen before. 

"You're the most beautiful Shadowhunter I have ever seen. Like an angel." Clary said. Jace had always been the one better with words Clary didn't believe that them words had just come out of her mouth.

"That must be why I'm attracted to you angels normally like beautiful things." Jace answered. Clary couldn't help but giggle. Jace had called her beautiful before but never like that. Before she could answer him back his lips were pressed to hers and his hands were on the buttons of her shirt. Clary couldn't help but gasp. This had happened before but it hadn't ended well. 

"Clary what's wrong did I hurt you?" Jace asked worried. He must of been thinking about what happened last time as well.

"Yeah I'm fine Jace." Clary answered. Jace kissed her again and went back to unbuttoning her shirt then kissing the part of her stomach he had just revealed. Clary pulled her fingers gently through his hair as he did this. It calmed her made her feel safe that he wasn't going to slip away from her again.

"No knives this time I hope." Clary said sarcastically to try and lighten the mood. 

"No hopefully not Miss Fray." Jace answered back. His face was stern telling her not to bring it up. "Clary are you really sure you want to do this?"

"Jace will you shut up asking me that question. I'm fine. Are you?" Clary asked. She felt so stupid. She hadn't asked if he wanted to do this.

"Yeah of course I'm fine. Thanks for asking." Jace said with his charm coming back to him. 

"Good." Was all Clary said she moved her hand and reached down to Jace's pyjama pants string and undid them.