Always For Keeps ( For Keeps part 2)

Forty Four. Scarlett

Songs for this chapter:
Britney Spears- 3
Zayn-Pillowtalk

I close my eyes and take a deep breath in. Autumn in New York is one of my very favorite things. I smile against my warm cup of tea and reopen my eyes. Luke told me he use to imagine me on our balcony, like a trapped princess high above the world. I guess I use this spot to think. Maybe I even do lock myself away at times.
Baby kicks and I set my tea down and rub my growing belly. I'm never alone anymore.
"Good morning to you, too, baby." I smile as it kicks again. "Fine, fine. No need to get dramatic." I laugh. "Let's eat." I say and stand. I stretch my body and turn just as two pairs of eyes lock on me. I wave at my guys and they frown. "Looks like mommy is in trouble." I whisper before going inside.
"Good morning." I great Cooper and Luke.
"You disappeared. Again." Cooper frowns.
"I couldn't sleep." I shrug.
"After last night? You should have been able to sleep for a week straight." Luke teases before he kisses me softly.
"Mmm." I wink as I remember every single orgasm they gave me. "It was a good time." I say and they laugh.
"Well don't break our girl today, Coop." Luke smiles and pats Cooper on his shoulder.
"I make no promises." Cooper smiles and winks at me. I picture him between my legs and have to bite my lip to keep from grinning like an idiot.

The three of us eat breakfast together, before Luke get ready to head off to meet Brett and Cam for work.
"I love you." I say and kiss him.
"I love you. Have a good day." He smiles and tucks a wavy piece of hair behind my ear.
"Have a good day, too. I'll miss you."
"I always miss you." He says.
"Me, too." I smile.

A few minutes later, Luke is gone, and I retreat to the balcony where Cooper sits and drinks a cup of coffee.
"Hey baby." He smiles as I sit on his lap.
"Thanks for staying with me today." I say as I nestle into him.
"I love staying with you." He says and kisses my head.
"Me, too." I say as I close my eyes and breath Cooper in. I love him more than Autumn.
We sit there for awhile, just wrapped up in each other. When he lifts me from the chair with him, I gasp and he smiles.
"Sorry."
"It's okay." I smile. "I was enjoying you holding me."
"Me, too. I just kind of want to hold you in bed... without clothes preferably." He grins and butterflies fill my stomach.
"I'm good with that." I say.

He carries me to our bed and I don't hesitate to pull his shirt over his head. I kiss his chest and the muscles that ripple over his abs. He pulls me up and kisses me; breaking away only to pull my shirt off. I kneel on the bed in only a black pair on panties while Cooper stands in front of me. I feel his hands move to my panties and he smiles against my lips before ripping them off. I can't help but laugh. "You two and ripping my panties off. We are going to have to buy more soon."
"Or you could never wear any." He suggests seductively.
"Maybe we could buy some just to rip them off. It's pretty hot." I laugh as I move back on the bed.
"I'm okay with that." He smiles right before he crawls between my legs.
My hands grab at his hair as his tongue flicks over my clit. I arch my hips up as he wraps my legs around his face. It doesn't take long for me to come moaning his name.
He wastes no time kissing up my body and sliding inside me. I moan into his mouth as he thrusts into me over and over. He grabs my thigh as he picks up speed. I run my nails down his back. No hard, but enough to make him groan and slam into me harder. I suck hard on his shoulder as he gets close. One more hard thrust and I come again. I try to cover my mouth to muffle my moans but he grabs my hand as he follows after. We stay there trying to catch our breath. I shouldn't still want more, but Cooper is usually slow and calm, so him letting loose tuns me on. Before I can stop myself I move on top of him and kiss his neck, his collarbone, down his sternum. I reach down and smile as he hardens. I sit up and straddle his lap. His hands move to my hips and I lean down once more to kiss him quickly.
"I love you." I say as I ease onto him. He groans but smiles.
"I love you, Scarlett Olivia." He says and his eyes train on my belly. His hands rub over my bump lightly before returning to my hips.
I want to fuck him hard, but I don't want the feeling to stop, so I move slowly on top of him until we are both covered in sweat. He's holding back, his grey eyes are wild as he bites his lip. I realize how badly I want to bite his lip. He reads my mind as he flips me underneath him in one swoop. His lips crash against mine, and I suck and bite on his bottom lip as he picks up the pace.
It doesn't take long for both of us to crash together.
He pulls out and pulls me on his chest. I smile against his warm skin as I listen to his heart beat rapidly in his chest.
"Are you okay?" He whispers.
"Yes." I lean up and smile. "Why? Are you okay?"
He frowns. "I usually don't lose control."
"I liked it. It was nice." I say and kiss him.
"I hurt you too much. I don't want to lose control and scare you."
"Hey. Don't talk like that. You won't I promise. I really enjoyed this." I say and kiss him again.
"I don't want to hurt you." He whispers.
"Baby. It feels good." I smile.
"Are you sure?"
"Did it not feel good to you?" I ask and raise an eye brow.
"Yes, it felt good. You always feel good." He smiles.
"Good. Come shower with me." I say and stand. He smiles and follows after me.
We shower under the hot water together. He massages shampoo into my hair and I sigh and relax into him. He massages my shoulders and down to my hips. I smile as I turn towards him.
"My turn." I smile and I lean up as he leans down. I shampoo his hair, careful not to get any in his eyes. He turns around and I gasp. "I should be asking you if you're okay." I trace the red marks I made down his back. I really didn't think I did it hard.
"It doesn't hurt." He turns back to me and tilts my chin up. "Baby, it felt good." He laughs. "Apparently we aren't use to each other losing any control."
"I guess. I didn't realize I scratched you so hard." I say looking at his chest, avoiding his gaze.
"You usually leave marks on Luke." He says quietly. There's no hint of anger or jealousy in his voice but I feel my face flush. My eyes quickly flick up to his; searching them.
"I'm sorry." I say and step back completely embarrassed.
"No, baby." He pulls me back. "I didn't mean it in a bad way, it's just-" he pulls me closer, "I don't want you to hold back with me."
"I didn't think I was." I frown. "You're both different, and you're usually the calm to my storm."
"I just never want to hurt you." He whispers.
"You won't." I reassure him.
He kisses me under the stream of water and I savor the feeling of his lips on mine.
When he gently bites my bottom lip, I internally smile.
"What do you want, Scarlett?" He whispers in my ear.
"You. I always want you." I breathe as he trails kisses down my neck. I feel him smile against my neck before he presses my back softly against the warm tile. He lifts me up, and I barely have time to wrap my legs around him before he enters me.
His left arm supports me while the right holds both my hands above my head. He kisses me softly as I lose myself in him.
There's something about Cooper that's different from Luke; not better, not worse. While I can easily lose myself in Luke, it's usually in a different way.
Like they complete each part of me. As selfish as that makes me, I try not to care.