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Chapter 28-SM

Chapter 28- Shawn's POV
I saw the exact moment when her eyes closed, delicately and yet at once. I thought she closed her eyes because she was tired. I apparently was not right at all, because the next thing I knew was chaos.
"Shittttttt!" Scram Natalia, as she watched Haylee's dedicate body fall back words, into the sand.
"Call 9-1- fucking-1" Said Cam, running over to Haylee.
"Oh my god. I am calling, I am calling." Said a pale Mary Cate, trying to seem calm- failing at it too.
"Alright, everyone keep calm. Everything is going to be okay." Said Hayes, being his usual him- trying to help everyone out.
"Hello? 911? Yes, I've got a fainted girl in Miami beach. She has cancer. I'm afraid. Please come as soon as possible, we are also lacking an adult." I heard Mary Cate tell the 911 agent.
I am afraid too. Afraid she will die.
Positive thoughts, Shawn.
"They will be here in a jiff." Said Nash, stressing out a bit- staring at McKenzie too, at not the adequate time.
"I..." Anna started but cute herself off, not sure why. Aaron hugged her, maybe that's why.
"They're here." Announced Tay, who was supportively holding Ally's hand as she was almost crying- while pointing at an ambulance.
I was literally speechless, I had not even said a word since it happened. I felt such a sting of pain on my chest. I...could not live without her. How did I even survive without her he first fifteen years of my life? Two nurses put her on a small bed with four wheels, a gurney. She still looked beautiful, elegant, and bold. For a split moment I forgot she fainted, she just looked like a sleeping angel.
"I need three people to come with us." Said a male nurse.
"I'll go." I said, first two words I ever said since she fainted....or whatever had happened with her. I wasn't sure. I only knew I missed her so much. Only minutes had gone by.
"I will...also go." Said Nat in between sobs. She was crying extremely hard. Nat and Haylee had always been friends. Now...she was lost.
"I can go too." Said Matt, obviously caring so much about Haylee, but wanting to help Natalia too.
"That's three. We'll go in the car." Said Savannah, with broken eyes. Jacob's arm around her.
"Let's go." The nurse put us with Haylee, on the back. The female nurse started driving.
Nat was sobbing so hard, she was being hugged by Matt and him repeatedly saying "It's all gonna be fine." She was not even daring to look at Haylee's motionless body again.
Unlike me.
I could not help, but stare at her. It was the longest I had ever stared at her; admired her. She was so beautiful. Her small nose moved at moments. Her magnificent green eyes were shut, but I knew they were still flawless. Her luscious pink lips were just still. She was the real sleeping beauty, I wanted to be the prince and kiss her-and that would make her wake up.
I pretended she was asleep. That nothing was wrong. I pretended. Because the sobs and sirens were not making it easy to do.
The ambulance came to a stop quickly. At the same hospital Haylee called home. They rolled her off the ambulance and took her to the emergency room. She was immediately taken to a hospital room, as the rest of us ran behind her- yes like the twenty of us.
"Take a sit." Ordered the secretary, and so we did.
All of us were just there in silence and occasional sobs. Only her family members were allowed into the room- maybe one day I could too. Hours and hours passed, we were all desperate for an answer.
My gaze was just staring at that door Haylee had went in through hours ago. I could only think about her.
And really, Haylee was all I ever thought about since I got that e-mail.
"Shawn, we need you to come in." Said Nurse Nancy, with a tall blonde man beside her- Haylee's dad, who I had never seen and she had admited to not get a visit from often.
I did not even hesitate, but just stood up. I walked through the door, not saying a word to Nancy or Mr. Richardson, but they didn't either.
Soon we were in her room, frantic doctors around her, beeping machines connected to her. She somehow-despite the chaos- managed to look more beautiful and strong than ever.
"Sing to her." Commanded Mrs. Richardson, crying harder than Nat.
And so I did, I started singing the ring tone she had to her phone. Me singing Counting Stars.
Lately I've been losing sleep. Dreaming about the things that we could be...
Her eyes slowly opened.
"Shawn." She whispered weakly, with a small smile on her face.
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Hey you guys. Sorry for the lame chapter but I feel really sad. I still love you though.
I'll dedicate the chapter to one of my best fiends... Anna💕
Anna has been here with me since the fic even started. You know that I love you so much. You can always make me smile and you surely did today. You always make me laugh and give me Matt feels real bad. Ilysm best friend Anna Carpenter😘
Tweet me "Ur a potato" to my twitter @erraticespinosa & the chapter I might dedicate to you 😏
Stay beautiful. I hope you are having a great day, love. Never forget that I love you. Stay strong.
- Nat (xoxo)