"Ashton, guess what?" I sat there stupidly for a second, convincing myself he was going to answer. Although I knew what the outcome would be, I still sighed in disappointment at the silence that followed.
"I visited home again..." I started, not wanting to continue, but some part of me wanted to share everything with my brother. "It looks the same you know. Like everything still alright. Like it was before. Like mom's at work and you're at work and it's just me, waiting... Waiting for you to come home." I willed myself not to cry, but I couldn't help but let a few tears slide down my cheeks.
"Michael told me not to go, but I didn't listen Ashton. He warned that I'd be upset, but I didn't listen Ashton! Open your eyes! Please Ashton, I need my brother back! I need you back, right now Ashton!" At this point, I broke down. I frustratedly threw myself further back into the uncomfortable hospital chair and buried my head in my hands.
I felt a hand rub softly on my back and a quiet "It's alright Maya", but Michael's words did little to ebb the pain.
Was it too much to want my life back?
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