(F)Art, Updates, And Everything(not really) In Between! 2!

I Regret E V E R Y T H I N G

Nonononononono-

NONONO-

;-;

I'm having a mini breakdown, Jesus-

WHY AM I SO GODDAMN INTROVERTED

WHY DID I AGREE TO THIS EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I CAN'T TALK TO PEOPLE TO SAVE MY LIFE

WHAT THE FRICKKKKKKK-

Lmao, I guess I should explain why all this anxiety is happening now-

UGH MY SISTER IS IN THE SAME ROOM AND SHE ISN'T F¡CKING HELPING MATTERS

...sorry. ;-;

I'm just sitting here regretting my life choices.

Then my dad just came in the room and talked to me about the fundraiser thing and why the f¡ck am I crying now-

I CAN'T DO THIS-

And I wanna talk to Police Hat or something, but he's always busy and such, and my sister couldn't care less about my situation-

AND MY TABLET IS SPAZZING OUT AGAIN, I'VE ALREADY HAD A BAD DAY-

WHERE THE HECK IS MY CONFIDENCE NOW, HUh-

I'm so sorry, I shouldn't be talking about this... I shouldn't be bothering you guys with the mess that currently is my life.

Okay, let me explain the root of this-

Remember a few chapters ago, I said I was doing a fundraiser for my school?  Selling chocolate and all?

Yeah, well, last Friday, my mom and I went to the bus stop to try and sell chocolate, but it was so damn cold, everyone just left-

And I was just feeling like a complete failure right then-

Then today, a bunch of stress happened, the f¡cking football/athlete boys at my school were driving me insane again, checked my grades online and I had a freaking 90% in math which is B A D -

I mean, I was pretty happy during some parts of the day, but I can't bring myself to focus on that with this freaking fundraiser thing in my way-

So my dad is going to take me door to door to sell chocolate, and that's the thing that is making me feel so crappy.  This is my first time doing something like this and I'm so scared and nervous and stressed and I just want to bury myself in stuffed animals but I can't relieve myself other than writing, but my tablet keeps freaking doing crap, which is pissing me off even more-

...I'm sure the actual experience won't be that bad..

I'm just overreacting like I usually do...

Ugh...

I'm really sorry, I just haven't been having the best day..

I'll be okay after this whole thing is over.  I think.

I'm gonna try to write now, see if that soothes my feelings...

Later, love you guys 💖💖💖