For those who forgot how it feels to be loved, for those who need reminding, for those whose heart need a break from the brutalities of the world, for the hopeless romantic, the haunted by anxiety, insomnia and demons from the past, for those seekin...
Aaron bit my lip, pulling my body closer to his, as I moaned in pleasure Aaron stared to roam around with his hands, exposing every part of my body he had been starving for.
Kissing and nibbling my neck, lips and shoulder as if they were holy grounds...
"Isa wake up! You're gonna be late" Rajiv's voice was a completely turn off, to my erotic dream. I grunted in anger as I sat up, "Were you dreaming? Why are you mad?" he asked me "Because, you interrupted me" "What were you dreaming about?" "Sex" my reply was simple and short because I knew he wouldn't have teased me for that "But you look at that, so you're not that virgin with that mind of yours" he joked.
I didn't pay attention to him, and went on to take a shower. I felt sexually frustrated, I had never felt like that before, so the cause must have been Aaron's presence in my life. As I stared myself in the mirror something felt off, so I grabbed my agenda where I kept notes about my ovulation, and period days, "Are you ovulating?" Rajiv asked me tying Addy's hair in a little ponytail, "No, I don't think so.. I just feel..." "Hungry for dicks? You just need to have sex, it will probably pass afterwards, just kidding, there is always masturbation" he suggested.
Later at the hospital
"Hi beauty" Aaron greeted me in huskily voice, caressing my face with his nose, inhaling his scent product of male hormones made me horny as fuck.
All those couple kissing, and hugging, aggravated my situation. "Is there a medical explanation to describe being horny" I consulted my colleagues "Yes, the patient's body acts that way after production an egg to improve the chances of sexual intercourse leading to a pregnancy" Jake spoke amused by the topic, "If you want I could make you experience an orgasm" "How? Are going to cook for me?" I fooled him.
"Basically, your body is telling you to follow your instinct". Aaron's appearance didn't make things easier, for I literally started to drool just glancing at him eating, the way his lips moved.
Since I couldn't stand the view, I got up and left, "Guess what? One of my patients showed an allergy towards her partner's semen" Rajiv told me. "Aaishh" I groaned in displeasure, "What is it?" "I don't think I can keep my legs closed, "Why would you?" he said not really understanding what exactly I was referring to "Right! Why would I? I am a grown ass woman, I can do what I want" I felt confident about my decision, and yet scared of ab what this decision of mine would have lead to.
That evening
Aaron's pov
Isa and Adaline were coming over, I liked it, she had rejected my proposal of moving together with me but she was ok, with spending some time with me at my flat, I had refused moving into Rajiv's because that would have meant to see him all the time around Isa. There was no point in continuing to lie about my brother being in town, as there was always Rajiv around and we couldn't even have some time alone.
Isa's pov
Me and Aaron went to pick up Adaline , and then went to Aaron's. "Ti sei divertita, con la zia?" "Abbiamo cooato" (We clolored) "Woah, e cos'altro avete fatto?" (Wow, and what else?) "We ate yummy food" she told me, changing language, now she could easily do so.
As soon as we arrived at Aaron's she fell asleep, so we left her in her car seat. Aaron had cooked for me some spaghetti with meatballs, "Do you like it?" Aaron observed my expression while tasting his plate, "It's not bad... I would give it a 4 out of 10. The salsa you used, you didn't make it yourself it's evident." I commented "Should I try to persuade you..." Aaron whispered in my ear.
His voice sent chills down my spine, I connected my lips to his, Aaron pulled me closer to his body urgently, he then took off my glasses, pushing me to his bedroom.
"Do you miss having sex every day?" " A little..." he confessed, looking serious, Aaron then took my hand in his and kissed my hand, "You satisfy my deepest desires".
"Do you want to do it?" I teased, " I don't want to pressure you... I really, do love you so, if you-" "I want to have sex with you" I blurted out, for the second time since meeting Aaron I had felt pressured to say or do something I was not 100% sure about. His expression, changed and suddenly he smirked viciously.
Aaron overed me his with is body, started to kiss me, I embraced his body to mine , then said "Not now. I am not on the pill", I objected trying to escape him Aaron, as well as his expectations crushed on me. "Why not?" I have condoms he whined like an infant, I sighed annoyed with his attitude, " Because it could break... You are a doctor you should know".
Aaron suddenly lifts up his head previously buried among my hair, "Would it be so bad?" he murmured innocently. Wtf??!! Is this guy trying to get me pregnant or what?? I thought. " Are you serious? I already have Adaline, plus my family won't allow me to have another baby without being married" I started losing my calm.
My family was very traditional, I knew that they had let me off the "leash" about Adaline's adoption, because of my labour and efforts to keep my siblings together. They wanted me to get married, and then have kids.
No matter where I grew up, these were the rules.
Aaron's reaction:
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Aaron's pov
When she asked me if I missed having sex, I was doomed, I just didn't expect her to be wanting to talk about it. My reaction when she had told me she really wanted to have sex with me was the most natural in the world if you ask me. Before I met her I would have had sex three or four days a week, then I met her and it seemed I didn't need to use sex anymore because my mind was at ease.
Isa had this thing about her, I don't even know how to call it, but the atmosphere, and her behaviour would make people feel like it's okay to suck sometime, it's okay to hurt, to use things as sex as a form of stress reliever, that is the reason I had no reason of hiding the fact of before a man whore.
Having sex with her, meant she trusted me enough, and trust meant stable relationship which meant sex on regular basis, ergo my father would have been grandfather soon. After hearing her say she was willing to have sex with me, I was more than satisfied with how things were going.
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