Desire ♡ Jungkook/Reader FF ♡ Completed ♡

Interruption

Jungkook's POV

I don't know what's going on between the two of them but it's making me feel uncomfortable.

Why does it make me feel this way?

I find Y/N attractive there's no doubt about that but our relationship is purely sexual, no strings attached.

I'm still young and don't feel ready to commit, it's not that I'm afraid to fall in love or incapable of it.

I just don't want it to happen yet.

I want to live my life and enjoy a successful career first, last thing I want is to find myself chained down with a wife and kids when I haven't even reached my mid twenties.

I enjoyed spending time with Y/N, we didn't speak too much about personal issues as that would imply our relationship is developing from no strings attached to more dangerous relationship territory but we still talked.

I love her innocence and willingness to be daring and try something different, it's a rare quality.

I don't understand what makes her so different, why does she make me feel so protective.

I've shared women with my brother before, it's never bothered me.

Why now?

I don't really have much in common with her, she's the total opposite of me. If anything she's probably got more in common with Jin then she does me, is that why it bothers me so much.

It can't be.

I've met women before that I've shared little in common with and still not felt jealous when they shared a bed with my brother.

It's something else, yet I don't know what.

I'm confused and irritated, maybe this no strings attached thing should end before anything happens I'll only later regret.

I know it's definitely not love, we've only known each other for a few months and there's still so much we don't know about the other.

I guess maybe there's a part of me which wants to know her better but why?

I woke up with the biggest smile on my face which was immediately replaced by a frown when my hand reached across to find the space beside me empty.

Why did that bother me so much?

I grabbed my shorts and pulled them on, heading downstairs to find Y/N.

I was worried at first, hoping she didn't regret anything.

It was a surprise to enter the kitchen only to find my brother embracing her, jealousy overwhelmed me.

Again with this feeling of jealousy! Why?!

"Morning, sleep well?"

I cocked a brow, surprised that my brother didn't even seem embarrassed by the awkward situation.

Did he really just say morning to me? Isn't he even going to give me an explanation for why he's still got his arms wrapped around Y/N.

"I'm sorry, it's not what it looks like."

Y/N moved away from Jin with a sheepish look, what the hell was going on.

"It doesn't matter to me Y/N, do whatever you want."

My tone was cold and very matter of fact, her face fell at my words and for some reason guilt washed over me.

Jin could sense the tense atmosphere between us, I could tell from the way he nervously coughed and looked between the two of us.

"Well, I'll let you guys talk. I need to take my suitcase upstairs and take a shower, we'll talk later about Tokyo." He smiled at me, I didn't return it.

"Thanks Jin, I'll see you at work." Y/N flashed him a smile, I rolled my eyes which she noticed.

"Of course, well......okay. I'll let you guys have some privacy, call me if you need anything." Jin scurried out of the kitchen leaving the two of us alone.

"Jungkook what's wrong with you? Jin was just talking with me, nothing happened."

I shrugged, pushing my jealousy aside.

I don't want a relationship, I refuse to let this bother me.

"Y/N you don't need to explain anything, we're not a couple. I don't need to know why the two of you were clinging to each other or what you talked about, it's fine."

My eyes fell over the counter, I couldn't help but smile.

"You made me breakfast?"

I turned to face her......fuck she was breathtaking.

Why did she have to look so good?

"Yeah, made your favourite. I doubt it'll taste good but thought you might be hungry."

"Fuck......"

I closed my eyes and sighed, this was getting difficult for me.

"What's wrong? I shouldn't have made anything, you feel awkward now right?" Her tone was one of disappointment.

I opened my eyes and stared at her

"You're so fucking adorable Y/N, why are you so adorable?" Her eyes widened at my words.

"I don't know, what do you want me to say?" Her fingers played nervously with the hem of my shirt.......give me strength because this woman is going to be the end of me.

"I don't want the breakfast." I was dead serious about that, there was something else on the menu for me this morning.

"Oh, I'll just clean this away then." I could tell she was hurt, my lips formed a smirk and she looked at me confused.

"I don't want breakfast......."

"I know Jungkook! You've already told me that! I'm sorry for even making....."

"Because I want you." I interrupted, moving across the kitchen and smashing my lips against her own.