Desire ♡ Jungkook/Reader FF ♡ Completed ♡

Give Us A Chance

Y/N's POV

I love taking bubble baths, they always make me feel better and once my body was fully submerged my mood started to lift.

"Princess?" There was gentle knock on the door.

"It's open." I called out and prepared myself for the discussion Jin no doubt and rightly so wanted to have with me.

"You feeling better? I know baths make you happy." He smiled but it didn't quite grow to the usual size.

"Yeah, a little better." I smiled but like his my own was small and somewhat forced.

"I've got your food." He lifted a small bowl and sat himself down on the edge of the bathtub.

"Open up" He instructed, slowly bringing the spoon to my mouth.

"You're feeding me now?" I couldn't help but chuckle as he urged me to open my mouth.

"I know you....you always avoid eating when you're upset and stressed over something but you need to eat so open up and let me be a good boyfriend to you." He sent me a stern look which soon turned to a smile when I opened my mouth.

"Did you eat?" I asked after swallowing the first mouthful.

"Yeah, I heard you running the bath so had my food downstairs. It was really good, your cooking is getting much better." He cocked a brow playfully as he fed me more.

"Jin....why are you so nice to me? I mean, we both know why I'm upset yet you're here looking after me when I should be the one asking if you're okay."

He placed the bowl down on his lap and took a deep breath, I knew he was trying to compose himself and it killed me to know he was hurting.

"Y/N....I knew exactly what I was getting myself involved with when I confessed. I knew you loved my brother, I knew it wouldn't be easy but I wanted you and was willing to wait and give you all the time you needed."

"I'm sorry Jin, I feel awful."

"It's okay, I know you would never do anything to intentionally hurt me but please don't walk away from us. It's been almost a year and I truly love you, I know that this...." He motions to himself and then me "...is what I want and I'm willing to be patient, I'll wait for you to feel the same for me."

"Jin...." I take the bowl from his hands and place it down on the floor. "I would never...." I take his hands in mine and gently squeeze them. "....ever walk away from what we have just because your brother is back. I just need time, I know that's selfish of me."

"No it's not selfish of you." He brings my hands to his lips and places gentle kisses across the back.

"I think you're just afraid to fall for someone again and that's totally understandable. I know you felt something for my brother and I know he hurt you, it's difficult to see him again after all this time but maybe you just need closure like you did with Yoongi." He gently moved his thumb across the palm of my hand, drawing small patterns across the skin.

I didn't know what else to say at this point.

I love Jin and would never do anything to hurt him but I also have feelings for Jungkook. I've never felt so confused or conflicted, I want to stay with Jin and try and make this relationship work in the hopes that one day I'll feel for him what he feels for me but then there's another part of me that wants to confront Jungkook and ask him one final time how he feels.

I feel so selfish for feeling this way, Jin deserves so much better. I'm sitting here with a gorgeous boyfriend, one who knows exactly how I feel for his brother yet he's treating me like a princess. I should be the one making sure he's okay not the other way around.

"I'm just asking you to give me a chance, don't walk away from us. It's been almost a year Y/N, that counts....that must mean something right? I know you're not ready to say you love me yet, I know there's a part of you that still loves my brother but don't walk away from us just because he's back."

I swallow the lump in my throat and tell myself not to cry, I've already shed enough tears tonight. I know Jin is right, I can't just walk away from our relationship because Jungkook is back. It's been almost a year and I do love him, not in the way that he loves me but in time that can develop.

Jungkook rejected me and for over a year completely ignored me yet he has the audacity to say he missed me. I may still harbour some feelings for him but I'm not about to walk away from Jin....Jin loves me and Jungkook doesn't. I'm not about to make the same mistake twice by confessing to Jungkook all over again only for him to break my heart a second time when he turns me down yet again.

"Will you stay with me? Will you give us a chance?" His eyes are pleading with me and it breaks my heart to see him like this.

"Of course." I smile and bring his hand to my lips, placing gentle kisses across the palm.

"I truly appreciate this princess, all I'm asking for is a chance." He leans across the bath and kisses my forehead.

I'm doing the right thing.....right?