Desire ♡ Jungkook/Reader FF ♡ Completed ♡

I need you

Jungkook's POV

"I'm sorry, I can't give you that. I wish I could, I wish I didn't have other responsibilities right now."

I felt so guilty, I hated to see her upset but couldn't give myself to her in the way she wanted.

"It's okay, I don't know what came over me. I just need to sleep, I'll be okay tomorrow." Her voice was weak, she sounded so defeated and I hated that....I didn't want her to feel like this.

"I'll stay over, I can sleep on the couch. I just.....please stop crying." I kissed her forehead, holding back the urge to do more.

"Okay, I just need to finish the dishes."

"No, it's okay. I can do this, you just go and get some rest. It's been a pretty draining day for you, everything will seem better tomorrow." I ushered her out of the kitchen, made sure she was inside her room before returning to the kitchen and finishing the dishes.

I took a shower after clearing everything up, my mind kept wandering back to what she said and I couldn't help but think....was I ready for more? Could I actually give this a shot? I mean what's the worst that could happen if this doesn't work out?

I pushed those thoughts aside, I couldn't get involved with her like that....it wouldn't be fair to her.

I wasn't sure what made me want to stay the night, I was concerned for her and could see how much she was hurting....I couldn't bring myself to walk away.

I walked out of the bathroom, wearing just my boxers and was about to grab a blanket and settle down on the couch when I decided to quickly check on Y/N first.

I didn't knock, it wasn't like the two of us were shy around each other.

I pushed open the door, popped my head around and that's when my heart dropped.

Beautiful.....

I couldn't take my eyes away from her exposed skin, she was wearing just her lingerie and every inch of her was completely flawless.

I shouldn't have checked on her, this was only going to make things more difficult.

"I'm sorry, I should've knocked. I was just checking to make sure you're okay, are you....feeling better?" I lowered my gaze, looking at her was only making this situation more awkward.

"Jungkook....what's wrong with me?" I immediately met her sad gaze, what did she mean by that.

"I don't understand, what do you mean?"

"I'm boring, I'm not very attractive....that's why guys like you would never settle for someone like me. I'm right, aren't I?"

I cocked a brow, my head shaking left to right.

"Do you hear yourself right now? Y/N you need to stop this, you need to see just how beautiful you are....inside and out. Y/N you need to love yourself because you're worth so much, I don't understand how you can't see that."

I hated it....I hated to hear how little she thought of herself.

I couldn't stop myself, I needed her....I needed to comfort her and show her just how beautiful she was to me.

"Forget everything that happened today, just focus on this...." I gently met her lips with my own.

Y/N's POV

Jungkook's finger tips are electric, they must be, for wherever they touch my skin tingles in a frenzy of static. As his hands move over my skin my body has a transitory paralysis, my mind unable to process the pleasure so fast. His head moves around to my left ear and he whispers what's coming next. Suddenly my body is off pause-mode and I pull back for a kiss that's both soft and hard. Both of us move in an intoxicated dance of limbs, never making the exact same moves twice.