Desire ♡ Jungkook/Reader FF ♡ Completed ♡

Arriving In Tokyo (2/2)

Jungkook's POV

"I'm just calling to make sure you arrived safe, how's Tokyo?"

I forced a smile, didn't want him getting worried or suspicious. I wanted to be home and more importantly I wanted to be with Y/N....I need to stop thinking this way. I can't think about her anymore, I made my choice and picked Tokyo and now needed to move on.

I wanted to ask about her, desperately needing to know if she was okay but couldn't bring myself to do so.

I knew hyung would only get suspicious, he could always tell when I was lying to him so it was best to avoid the subject of Y/N at all costs. I knew if he found out the truth he would tell me to return home, to put myself and my feelings before work but I couldn't do that....I promised dad.

I needed to show my father that he could count on me, that I was becoming a man....a man that he could be proud of.

"It's good, the apartment is amazing hyung."

He tilted his head, studied me for a moment and that got my heart racing....was he already getting suspicious? I really didn't have the energy to have this conversation with him, if he started prying it would only make this more difficult for me.

"I'm glad you like the apartment, make sure to keep it clean." I breathed a sigh of relief, thank goodness he didn't start asking questions.

"Aish, stop worrying hyung. I'm not a kid anymore, I'll take care of everything and make all of you proud."

"I'm already proud of you, what makes you doubt that?"

I smiled at his words, it was nice to receive such a compliment from my hyung.

"I know hyung, it's more about showing dad what I'm capable of."

"I can understand that." He nodded, checking something on his phone.

"Everything okay hyung?" I pushed my hood back, moving closer to the camera.

"Yeah....just setting up a meeting at work tomorrow. I asked Y/N to send a memo out, just got a message back from her saying she's on it." I felt my heart skip a few beats at the mention of her name, eyes narrowing as I spotted the smile on hyung's face....why was he smiling like that? He wasn't even paying attention to me anymore, too busy typing away on his phone.

"Yah! I'm still here hyung!" I rolled my eyes as he chuckled and finally looked back up.

"Sorry, just needed to reply. I'm glad you've arrived safe, just message me if you need anything and behave yourself." He cocked a brow when saying the last part.

"Hyung...trust me okay. I'm not interested in causing trouble or breaking hearts here, this is about the company and making dad proud."

"Okay, good. I need to go Jungkook, get some rest once you've finished eating and let me know how your first day goes."

"I'll speak to you tomorrow hyung." I smiled before ending the call.

I let out a sigh, the smile dropping from my lips.

I was tempted to send Y/N a message, let her know I was safely at the apartment but decided against it. I needed to let her go, she deserved to be with someone who could give themselves totally to her and I couldn't do that. I needed to put some distance between the two of us, it would help her move on. It would be difficult for me, it was already killing me but this was for the best.

Contacts

Babygirl ❤

Delete Contact

I held my thumb over the screen, just one click and the temptation to message her wouldn't be there anymore. I took a deep breath and removed all traces of the woman I loved from not only my phone....but my life. It's ironic really, the guy who wasn't ready to fall in love and yet here I was....head over heels but unable to act on it because of my duty to the company and my father.

I suddenly wasn't hungry anymore, the greasy take out food causing my stomach to flip over. I closed the container and flopped down on my bed, my eyes instantly closing.

I can do this, I know I can.

I made the right decision.

I'm sure I did.