Desire ♡ Jungkook/Reader FF ♡ Completed ♡

Pain 3/3

Y/N's POV

I knew the night wasn't going to end well because immediately after arriving my eyes fell upon Jungkook surrounded by female staff, he met my gaze and I noticed his dark orbs drinking all of me in.

Isn't he going to come over and say hello?

I felt my heart sink as he simply gave me a small smile before turning back to the group he was with....guess he wasn't going to come over then.

I wasn't the type to get drunk but needed to drown my sorrows, I grabbed a glass and bottle of red wine before escaping outside.

I wasn't sure how much time had passed, I did know that almost an entire bottle of wine was gone.

I was trashed.

I hadn't seen anyone from the party and didn't want to either, I wasn't in the mood for talking. I found a nice little area of the garden, there was a wall running across it which was the perfect place for me to sit.

I was content until Yoongi appeared, he was one of the last people I wanted to see right now.

Why the hell would Jin or Jungkook invite him?

Once Yoongi explained how he got his invite it all made sense, I knew Jin wouldn't invite him unless someone had let something slip.

I don't know what came over me, once Yoongi tried to show his concern something snapped. Why did he care? Why after four years was he back in my life?

I let everything out, all my pain....all my anger and he just stood there and accepted it.

I didn't want to listen as he sat beside me on the wall but found myself doing so anyway.

I finally got my explaination for what he did, finally got my apology and even discovered he still harboured some feelings for me. I wasn't expecting that, I wasn't sure how to feel.

There was a part of me that loved him still, so when he kissed me I kissed back.

Then Jungkook arrived and interrupted the moment, my anger started to build again.

He didn't have the right to be angry with me, he was the one who rejected me and so if I wanted to kiss Yoongi there was nobody who could stop me.

Yet why did I feel guilty.

"Don't even start Jungkook, I'm not in the mood." I frowned and noticed Yoongi still had his hand on my waist.

"Get away from her." Jungkook didn't even acknowledge me, he glared at Yoongi who instead of moving away tightened his grip on my waist.

"I'm sorry but what seems to be the problem here? I know you're not with Y/N, I'm also sure you know we've got history together so what's the problem?" Yoongi remained calm, yet Jungkook was furious.

"I need to talk with Y/N so please remove your hand from around her waist, I won't ask you twice." I had never seen Jungkook so angry, I was so confused....why did he care? He rejected me.

"I was actually just having a conversation with Y/N myself, I'm sure once we're finished out here she'll come and speak with you." I winced as his grip got tighter, this was getting uncomfortable.

"I think both of you need to stop." I turned to see Jin approaching us, he smiled at me before turning his attention to Jungkook.

"Jungkook you're my brother and I love you but there's absolutely no reason for you to be angry. It was you who ended the relationship with Y/N, the poor girl has already gone through enough so stop messing with her emotions and get back inside."

Jungkook's mouth opened and closed multiple times, his eyes finally found my own before he spoke.

"I guess you're right, sorry Y/N. I would like to talk with you before you leave tonight, I'll be inside so come and find me once you're ready." He took one last look at Yoongi's hand on my waist and then left, I had to fight the urge to run after him.

Jin then turned his attention to Yoongi.

"I understand you have a history with Y/N and I'm also aware you're not the person you used to be but....." Jin walked closer and the look he gave Yoongi surprised me, he seemed furious.

"If you hurt her again, our contract will be terminated. I don't work with people who hurt those I care about, simple as that."

I felt my heart race, did he really just say that? He cares about me....as a friend right?

"I can appreciate that, I won't hurt her." Yoongi remained calm, yet I could tell he was struggling to hold back his anger from the way his brows furrowed.

"Good, make sure you don't. I'll be inside if you need me Y/N, you look beautiful by the way." He smiled at me before heading back inside.

I didn't say anything at first, Yoongi broke the silence as he finally removed his hand from my waist.

"I'm sorry about that Y/N, I got protective for some reason. I shouldn't have done that, it probably made things awkward."

I was drunk and irritable, I just wanted to go home.

"It's okay, I better go and talk with Jungkook."

I got to my feet, about to head back inside when Yoongi grabbed my wrist.

"Y/N....do you think we could start again? I still care for you, I still want to be with you."

I froze, my mouth opened but no words came out.

Do I want to try again?