Tour [JK]

XXIX. D R U N K

I miss you when the lights go out
It illuminates all of my doubts

- Adele (I Miss You)

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J U N G K O O K

You: i miss youuu

Jungkook: ??

I sighed and threw my phone back to the bed. I made my way to a antique looking mirror on the wall and looked at myself. I really do look like a mess.

Rubbing my eyes caused the mascara to smudge under my eyes, I tried to clean it with my fingers, but only managed to spread more around.

I look like trash.

I look like my past self.

The bartender at Lix Club.

The fact that I worked there does not describe me who I am now. Everything Erin said were lies.

I gave a soft slap to my face. Then another and another.

"Why can't I have a normal night?"

I was excited to see Jisoo. I was happy to see my friend.

My phone buzzed.

Jungkook: how are you?

You: no good

Jungkook: what's wrong? Are you alright?

I ignored his text and poured myself another drink. This time, a little bit more than usual.

I never drink wine, just in special occasions or when I used to hang with Yoongi a lot. He always came home with a bottle of wine and I had our glasses he got us for Christmas. Drinking wine for me was with friends and remembering good memories, not being depresses in a strangers house far away from home.

My phone buzzed a couple of times. All texts from Jungkook.

Jungkook: Misun

Jungkook: Answer me

Jungkook: please

Jungkook: are you alright?

You: dRUNk ha ah

Jungkook: send me your location

You: jjjjjjjj

You: uuuungggggk

Jungkook: yeah? Send me your location.

You: 📍 Location Sent!

Jungkook: I'm on my way.

Jungkook: Can I call you?

You: no wat im not pretty

Jungkook: what are you saying?

You: let me pt makeup