hey it's toots! i got a request for a Hidan one shot on my last announcement thingy and it's something I would be happy to write. hidan is really fun to write about and i really like how they turn out when he's the star so enjoy!
this is uhm something? idk tell me what you think
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"What the hell has gotten into you? You're never this uptight," Hidan said in an annoyed tone. "It's getting on my nerves."
"I'm not being uptight, I'm just sick of being treated like an afterthought," I stated, rolling my eyes at his obliviousness. I knew having a relationship with him was going to be tough, but I didn't expect it to be like this. At first things were fine, a little rough around the edges, but now it was like I was his last priority. I was always aware that Hidan's number one priority was Hidan; however, when I started going out with him it seemed like he was willing to change that for me.
Of course I should've known he was a stubborn bastard who wouldn't change for anyone, including someone as close as his own girlfriend. I had brought it to his attention multiple times, but he had done nothing to change it; eventually I stopped expecting him to change at all, and I just let all of the instances in which he made me feel like he could care less about me, just pile up in the back of my head.
Until he had just brushed me aside one time too many, and I couldn't stay silent any longer.
"An afterthought? Where is this coming from?" Hidan demeaned incredulously. "You can't just pull this shit out of no where and act like I should know what you're talking about, (Y/N)."
" 'Out of nowhere'?" I put air quotes around it, in a bit of shock that he could find himself saying that. "You have got to be the most self absorbed, oblivious man on the planet."
"Could you stop insulting me for two seconds and explain this for god's sake?" Hidan was getting frustrated, but I found a small amount of satisfaction in it. It was my payback to him, and he needed to know how I felt.
I laughed humorlessly, "I think if you could take your head out of your ass for one second and reflect you would figure it out. Until you can do that, I don't want anything to do with you."
With that, I walked out of his bedroom in the hideout and went to my own. I only turned back to take a brief glance at him, and he was left open mouthed and wide eyed.
I hadn't been to my bedroom in awhile, most of my nights had been spent in Hidan's room. The bed was made and the small amount of things within it remained untouched. I closed the door softly behind me and went to sit on the bed. I let out a long sigh, beginning to regret yelling at him like I had.
I cared for him quite a lot, and maybe even loved him. It all just felt unbalanced, I felt like I cared for and loved him a lot more than he loved me. Of course there were quite a few moments we had that would prove me wrong, but the times in which I was proven right out weighed those. A break from each other would probably be best, it would give us both time to figure out what to do.
I ran my hands over the soft sheets of the bed, feeling a little sad. I knew I would have trouble sleeping tonight without him beside me; it was something I had grown accustomed to.
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I awoke to loud knocking on my door in the morning. I slowly sat up, rubbing my eyes. I cast my gaze down to the empty spot on the bed next to me. I was confused before I quickly remembered our fight the night before. I was jolted out of my thoughts by another bout of loud knocking at my door. I flung the covers off of myself and went to open it. I was a little irritated to have been rudely awakened, but this level of obnoxious knocking was only making it worse.
