The Hybrid Love

Chapter 25

After that night, my whole mood changed. I mean it completely affected me physically, mentally, emotionally. Something in me felt sad for rejecting Yoongi. I couldn't eat nor think properly. Just like what he said, we met each other at our classes. Our eyes would meet but that's just it. The other boys would talk to me but for a short amount of time only.

It's been weeks since that incredibly terrifying moment happened in my life. I didn't believe in soulmates. I would even curse when I hear people claiming each other as soulmates. I thought such thing didn't exist in the world. But I am completely dumbfounded when I heard those words from a creature I never knew existed in this world.

A powerful creature that could play the whole world in his hands. A creature who rules his own world. Leading his kingdom with the magic he possess. Falling and getting destined for a weak human like me. Soulmates. Creatures like him can die from being heart broken. That's why their mate is like their power. Their weakness. Their mate is very important.

I walked in the hallway alone. I felt the students' gazes hit me as I passed by. Gossiping about someone's private life without even knowing the real story.

"No more boys, huh? Must've gone broke." A girl said making the other girls inside their small circle giggle. "Or the boys realized she's not worth it." I sighed as I heard their words. Though it really hurts hearing those words being said about me, I am too distracted to even care.

I won't be able to change their perspective towards me even if I explained it to them. So why bother? I didn't even have any expressions on my face. My eyes felt heavy from crying too much. I am deeply hurt and I don't even know why. My shoulders feels like more weight was added to them.

Waking up and getting out of bed became tougher than before. I don't why I'm feeling this depressed. Day by day I cared less about how I dressed. I cared less about my bullies, the gossips, I threw everything on studying. The boys would look at me with pity whenever they see me. All I see are their eyes. All I hear are their voices. He never looked at me after that day at the class.

I arrived the classroom earlier than my schedule. As usual, the boys were as early as me. I coldly stared at them one by one. Hoseok and Taehyung looked sadly at me. Jimin remained as cold as Yoongi but I would catch him take glances at me. I silently walked towards my seat. Being as close like this with him makes my heart ache worst than ever.

I took out my sketchbook. I left my old sketchbook back in our house. I slowly switched pages and looked for a blank page. I was on the last page till the blank canvas when someone held my hand. I looked at Taehyung and he looked shockingly at my sketchbook. "Let go." I blurted out coldly. He let go but he horrifyingly pointed at my sketchbook.

I looked at it and saw my drawing where a girl was kissing some dark element. I entitled it, "She kissed the Devil." Which I drew nights after Yoongi kissed me for the first time. I didn't mean it the bad way. But, Yoongi is a bad guy. But he's my bad guy. I glanced at Yoongi who was now facing his back at me. I ignored Taehyung and started drawing randomly.

I was too caught up with what I was doing that I didn't noticed students slowly filling up our room and our teacher arriving at the same time. I only noticed when Taehyung nudged me and he once again stared at my drawing. I looked at it and realized that I drew Yoongi in his wolf form. This drawing felt familiar. Like I've drew it before but can't remember when.

I carefully hid my sketchbook preventing others from seeing it. I took out my notebook so I can write my notes while she lectured us. I was getting bored and was passing out in my table making me drop my ballpen. I lazily looked at the ground to pick it up only to realize that it rolled infront of Yoongi. "How the fuck did you got in there?" I whispered and I was debating whether I should pick it up or just leave it there.