SEQUEL TO OUR TIME!
Billie: "Shorty, you have to realize that I'm 18, I'm going to be touring for a long ass time and I have a dream that I'm trying to fulfill. You're not going to be able to go on every tour or attend every show, because I have a...
Today is a big day, I'm currently at a magazine shoot to be on the cover. This is probably one of the biggest things I've had to do in my career, this far. Then later today I have to design clothing so I can meet the deadline.
Surprisingly, after yesterday. I'm fine, and I'm not just saying that. I'm genuinely okay, I feel like I'm learning how to not let anything get to me. I feel like that can help me, but I also feel like that could also hurt me.
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madisonvoyage: we shooting something BIG today!
billieeilish: fire as hell
itskenziebitch: a bad bitch you might say?
I turned off my phone, we have done so many looks and we have taken so many pictures. I assume Billie's gonna get back to my house before me, because all she had was an interview.
I'm actually excited about this shoot, and that used to be rare. I used to hate everything, but now I'm actually excited about some of the opportunities I'm getting now.
I've been here for probably about 4 hours, and we're almost done. This isn't going to be released for a fat minute, but at least I can say that I did it. I didn't tell Kenzie about my 'breakdown' I just didn't feel like it was necessary to bring up, especially when I'm doing really well in my career.
I'm really fucking tired though, I didn't really sleep last night because I know Billie's worried about me. I know she's scared that my happiness is just going to vanish, which it might. But I refuse to let it go, that's why I'm doing all of this. I fucking hate most of it, but I know it makes Billie happy when I try with my career I guess.
We were finally wrapping up, I was really happy with the way the pictures turned out.
Kenzie: "Holden was wondering if you wanted to shoot after New Years or before?"
Maddie: "I'll look at my schedule, what's going on with you two?"
Kenzie: "Fine, little flirting every now and then."
Maddie: "Do you like him?"
Kenzie: "I've known the kid like three days. He's nice, he's sweet, and he has a nice sense of humor. But like I said, I haven't known him long enough to catch feelings."
Maddie: "You're gonna catch feelings."
Kenzie: "I don't want to though."
Maddie: "What do you mean?"
Kenzie: "He's a nice guy, if he wasn't on your team. Best believe, but in case something happens between us. I don't want it to affect your team."
