The Blue Diamond | JJK 🔞

31 'The Dead Buried The Dead'.

"What do you wanna drink?" Jungkook asks helping me to sit on a stool by the bar.

"Something strong." I mumble and he opens his mouth to say something but closes it shut.

"Two bourbons." He orders to the bartender and he goes away to bring our drinks.

"Why do I cry so much?" I groan feeling embarrassed for crying too much in front of Jungkook. "Now I feel like shit."

"Your prince charming broke your heart." I send him a vicious glare. "It is natural for you to cry." He shrugs his shoulders and when he sees that I am ready to snap his neck in two, he puts his hand up in surrender and chuckles. "I am kidding."

"There you go people." The bartender presents us our drinks and I grab the glass immediately. I slam the empty glass back on the counter and both Jungkook and the bartender stare at me with wide eyes and open mouth. I make a sour face and turn to the guy again.

"One more." I shake my head. "No bring the bottle."

Jungkook refuses to say anything and lets me be. After pouring two more glass, I finally begin to rant my heart out about how Jackson insulted me in front of everyone.

"You still like Jackson or what?" Jungkook mocks bitterly gulping the content of his glass. Even though he meant his words as sarcasm I know he is thinking more to it so I quickly deny.

"No~" I exaggerate making a sour face. "You know I like you. He's just. He has always been a friend in need. I liked him yes, but not now." I shake my head and take another sip of the whiskey. "Anyway I have more important shits than to grieve on his ill behavior towards me."

Jungkook snorts. "You know I should be bothered by the fact that you are crying over some other guy but damn this is amusing." He laughs at the end of his sentence.

"Stop making fun of me." I kick his leg and he winces in pain.

"The fuck!" I roll my eyes and down another glass. I laugh at his frowning face. This is nice to sit here and have a drink with him. It lightened my mood and I can see as he also opens up few things about his current life too. I guess we both needed this. Times like this reminds me how much I am head over heels for him. I love it how he carefreely laughs as if he is the happiest man in planet and he is far away from every harm out there in the dark world.

Of course it pained me to think that Jackson broke my heart pretty bad, but here I am with the man I happen to love who is mending me. No matter how much I think, I just wanna stay close to him all the fucking time. It isn't good I know, but once he said, human heart is a greedy bitch it always craves for more.

This man right here has a lot of power on me. Just the gaze of his eyes is enough to set me on fire and his single touch is enough to make me weak. It even surprises me how easily I fell for him. I am in a state where I am in a complete frenzy and uneasiness but yet at the same time my heart is at peace. Just staying close to Jungkook is driving me crazy in many different ways and yet he keeps me sane at the same time. He is all I need to be honest and it'll take a lot in me to accept what I am feeling right now. It's new to me and it is terrifying me. It scares me to know how much I have fallen for him but it makes me happy at the same time. He makes me happy and he keeps me out of the darkness. And I love him with open heart yet I can't accept it. I need more than just a round of drink to motivate me to accept my own my feelings. Something that'll encourage me to voice it out loud. But I know it won't happen anytime soon.

"Why were you so excited to see him by the way?"

"Yeah I forgot the main reason why I was going to him." I turn myself to face Jungkook completely. "Since days I was looking for some loophole to find any possible thing. And I happen to stumble upon a footage that Diana's dad stole from police archive. It was a clear video of how few men came to Roger and beat him till he was limping and then when he tried to fight back and stood up, he was shot by Gorge who was watching everything and then ordered his men to drop his body elsewhere."