🪐✨🌙I am not Moon🌙✨🪐

f o r t y - f o u r

Your POV

Come on Y/N. You really couldn't have done it in front of them? You just "had" to have Jungkook bring Yoongi in and do it? I think to myself, not helping myself in feeling embarrassed and stupid. I mean, it was just the three of them. I could have done it with Jimin, Jungkook, and Jin in the studio. They're going to hear you either way I remind myself. I take a breath and shake my hands as an attempt to shake the jitters out. 

"You ready?" Yoongi asks, over the intercom.

I nod my head and give him a thumbs up. I can see Yoongi on the other side of the glass. He holds up three fingers as a count down. All of his fingers go down and the music fills my ears. I can feel my legs shake as I wait for my entrance. Calm down. It's just you and the music. It's just you singing in your room...alone. I try and convince myself. I take a quiet breath and begin to sing. 

Yoongi's POV

"I've spent my whole life following the night time. Can't see the stop sign what you gonna say," Y/N sings.

Y/N's voice swims out from the speakers, swirling around the room as they nail each lyric. Their melodies fill my ears as I follow along attentively. I have heard Y/N's voice before, but this feels different - like I'm hearing their voice for the first time. I don't know how to explain it but, their voice is just something else. There's no word that can properly describe it, different, unique, honey, or soulful. There have been plenty of times that I heard Y/N sing; within their music and covers, the times when I catch them singing while doing something around the dorms and I listen with pleasure. I look back at Y/N, their eyes are closed as they wait to sing their part once again.

"Sometimes I stop and stare. Follow my dreams right there, dream glow," Y/N continues, singing the chorus.

I feel a smile creep on my face. I try my best to limit it and not show it. I notice how Y/N seems less nervous than how they were before they started. Before I played the music, Y/N was visibly shaky and nervous - you could see it in their eyes. It was kind of nostalgic in a way. The first time I did anything like this, I looked composed on the outside but freaking out on the inside.

"You'll glow, You'll glow," Y/N finishes, a more relaxed look on their face.

Y/N looks over at me and gives me a thumbs up along with a questioning look. I give them a thumbs up back and wave for them to come out. As Y/N takes off the headphones, the door opens revealing Jungkook, Jimin, and Seokjin. All piled on top of one another.

"Uh, hi," Jimin says, awkwardly.

"What are you three doing?" Y/N laughs with a snort from the recording booth.

"Nothing," Jungkook replies, in more of a question than an answer.

"Is that so?" I question, crossing my arms.

"Yes," They all say, finally getting off the floor.

I look towards Y/N who stands against the doorway of the recording booth with their arms crossed. They look at me, moving their pointer finger in a circular motion where their temple is mouthing the word "Crazy." I stifle a laugh, silently agreeing with what they have inferred.

Your POV

After the three stooges grand entrance, they sit down on the couch. I sit in the extra office chair beside Yoongi. I feel like my head is going to explode from how fast my thoughts are going and how fast they are changing topic. I probably did really bad, his face was blank, what if my voice cracked and I didn't hear it? I think, briefly remembering how Yoongi's expression was when I was singing.