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𝒔𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒏

Chapter 17

Promised

"Your lips disgust me,Eren." My voice was laced of venom.He look flabbergasted with what I said.Hinanap niya ang Mata ko pero nag iwas ako ng tingin sa kanya.Nagdesisyon akong umalis sa kama Pero bago ko pa magawa Yun ay nahaklit na niya ang pulso ko.

He pulled my behind to him,locking me inside his legs.

"Ano ba!Bitawan mo ako!"

His firm hands encaged me in him.He pulled me closer,I can now smell his breath,a mixture of mint and whisky.

"Not until you give me a valid reason why you hate my lips." I shiver when I felt his lips near my ears.

"I-I hate you and your lips."my voice quivered.

"And why is that?"

Umawang ang bibig ko para makahanap nang rason na isasagot sa kanya.Nablanko ang utak ko sa mga sagot.Ano Naman Kung may nangyari sa kanila?Asawa Lang ako sa papel.

Nanikip ang dibdib ko.Hindi ako makahanap nang sagot.Kung sasabihin ko sa kanya ang rason ko maaring pagtatawanan niya Lang ako at isasampal na asawa Lang ako Pero Hindi Mahal.

Ang unfair Naman.Talo ako dahil minahal ko Siya.

I close my mouth and shook my head.I decided to keep my thoughts better than being embarrass.

"I just hate your whole existence."

I heard him released a frustrating sigh behind me.Akala ko bibitawan na niya ako Pero Hindi.He scoop me and made me straddle his lap,in a full swing I was already facing him.Nagulat ako at Hindi agad makapagsalita.I pushed him but his embrace from my waist tightened.

"Tell me what's on your mind."

I abruptly shook my head and whisk on his arms.I was avoiding his eyes while he was seriously staring to my face.His brown eyes were carefully watching my expression as I awkwardly look away.

"Let go,Eren."

"I will but let's talk first."

I sighed and give up.Ang daya daya niya talaga.Isang utos niya Lang ,napapasunod na niya ako,Pero kapag ako ang mag utos sa kanya susundin niya Rin Kaya?

Still avoiding his gaze,I stayed still on his lap.

"Nagtatampo Ka ba,misis ko?"

That endearment again.That 'misis' endearment always got me.Kahitanong galit ko sa kanya,tawagin niya Lang akong ganyan napapasunod agad ako.

My tears started to surround on the corners of my eyes.I feel like in any minute,it will fall.

"W-Wala."I spat.

"Then look at me in my eyes and tell me your reasons."

He tried to follow my gaze but I averted it and look away.Sighing,he held my chin and made me look at him.I met his brown orbs.Staring carefully at me.I swallowed hard on the intensity of his stare.

"What's our problem,misis?"

Ang mga traydor Kong Luha ay naghulugan na Lang nang walang pasabi.My fist clenched on his chest clutching his clothes.He panicked when he saw tears on my eyes.

"I-I hate you!I hate you so much!I despise you!" I sob.

He pulled me into his chest and hug me while I was crying like a baby.My heart hurts so much.Gusto Kong isumbat sa kanya ang pag papaasa niya sa akin nang gabing Yun.Gusto kong sabihin sa kanya na naghintay ako nang gabing Yun.Gusto Kong itanong sa kanya Kung bakit Hindi Siya nakauwi nang gabing Yun.