Dear Suzzette ✓

𝒇𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒚 𝒇𝒊𝒗𝒆

Hi!Glad that you make it up to the Last Chapter .This will be the final chapter of Suzzette's story.Thank you for being with me since day one.Another story will be closed but I believe this is not the end of our journey.I am thankful to those people who waited patiently even if I update slowly.Thank you for those readers who always put an effort on commenting even though it's hard to leave feedback while reading.Thank you for giving me the opportunity to grow and mature in the field of writing.

Chapter 55

Mixed up

My eyes flew at the horizon in front of me.Shades of orange,red and yellow was painted on the clear skies.The scorching sun is sitting already.This view is breathtaking and it reminds me of him.I can see my self,laid in the hammock being swayed with Third by my side.I remember all the beautiful things with him.

Wala naman kasi akong maalalang masasakit na pangyayari dahil sa kanya.Siguro noong inakala kong magpapakasal siya sa iba.I keep on denying my feelings to him but I will always end falling hard because he did nothing but bring me comfort.He is more than the sunset.

He is my starlight that shines upon the meadow of darkness.He is the lighthouse that can bring me way back home.

A small pair of arms embrace my waist.Tipid akong ngumiti kay Neon na nakaangat ang tingin sa akin.His eyes are innocent just like his mother's eyes.

"Mommy,Daddy said dinner is ready na daw po."

My smile faded.I gritted my teeth and look away.It's been a month since he brought me to an island that I don't know.Nagising na Lang ako isang umaga na nasa ibang kwarto na.Nang subukan kong Lumabas ay bumungad sa akin ang karagatan.Walang bang ka,Walang kahit anong masasakyan para bumalik sa syudad.

Imagine how I screamed at Eren when I found out about it.He just look at me nothing but a face with void of emotion.Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang balde nang luha ang iniyak ko dahil sa galit sa kanya.Third is obviously looking for me.When he told me that he can kill Third anytime,I got scared.Not for my self but for Levi.Hindi ko alam kung tinatakot Lang ako ni Eren o Hindi.But one thing is for sure,I will protect him and my family.

"Mommy,alam niyo po ba simula nang Bumalik kayo,pinapansin na ako ni Daddy.Dati kasi si Manang Lusing Lang ang nag aalaga sa akin,Sabi niya kasi busy daw siya kasi he's looking for you." napatingin ako kay Neon na nakatingin sa dagat.My eyes softened.

Neon was the reason why I can still pull my sh!ts together.Somehow,he's my air freshener every time I get a fight with Eren.

"I am happy na,Mommy.Happy ako kasi complete na tayo." I smiled softly at him.

I pulled him closer to hug him. "Your dad loves you,Neon." hinalikan ko ang tuktok nang ulo niya. "Listen to me,Take good care of your father even though he ignores you all the time.Love him and be with him even if he doesn't want you anymore." Cause that's what he needs that I can't give to him anymore.

"Why 'my?Where are you going?" inosente niyang tanong.

Napatitig ako sa kanya sandali.He looks like Eren so much.I wonder what's Tita Yllana's reaction when she finds out that she has already a grandson.Tanggap niya kaya si Neon?Huminga ako nang malalim bago ngumiti sa kanya.

"Somewhere far away..."

Cause right now I am losing hope.Wala na akong makitang daan para makalabas sa kulangan na ito.Baka kapag ginawa ko iyon,tuluyan niya na akong pakawalan.He never showed mercy to me since day one,he keeps on telling me that he loves me that's why he needs to keep me here but I don't think that's the right kind of love.Ganito pala siya magmahal.He didn't even change Mas lalo Lang siyang naging makasarili.