Dear Suzzette ✓

𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒚-𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

Chapter 28

Responsibility

I woke up by the chirping of birds outside my window.I was about to get up when I feel a strong hands,circling on my waist.My back was pressed on his iron clad chest.I sighed and stayed laying.I remember what he told me.

He regretted that he let his emotions take over him.He regretted that he enjoyed what they did.He told me that he loves me,but none of those made my feelings subtle and calm.

Parang mahirap kasi na paniwalaan.Mahal niya ako pero Mas matindi ang pagmamahal niya kay Alaniz kaysa sa akin.Kasi kung mahal niya ako,Hindi niya hahayaan na May mangyari sa kanila.

Pagod na akong bigyan pa nang pagkakataon at ipaglaban ang karapatan ko bilang asawa.Pagod na akong bigyan pa nang pag-asa na meron pang pag-asa ang relasyon namin.Pagod na akong ilaban lahat.

Pagod na Pagod na akong umiyak at Masaktan dahil natalo ulit.Pagod na Pagod na akong lumaban.

Pinahid ko ang namalisbis na luha sa pisngi ko.I felt Eren move behind me and sniffed my nape.

"Morning,"he greeted in a husky voice.

This is temporary.Pagkatapos nang saya babalik ang mga luha.Masaya Ako na siya ngayon ang nanunuyo pero natatakot dahil baka masira ulit ang kasiyahang iyon.

I felt him kissed my bare shoulder blade and tuck some strand of my hair on my ear.I gasp.I hate that even I am fuming mad at him ,my heart still beats for him.

"What do you want for breakfast?" I didn't answer and just stare at the wall.I heard him sighed and kiss my cheeks. "Let's get up,honey." He snuggled his nose on my cheeks and I can't help but to shiver.

He left three light kisses on my face. "I love you,Zette."

I don't know why but when he said those words,the pain in my heart came rushing back and my tears fell on my pillow.Hindi niya nakikita iyon kasi kalahati Lang nang mukha ko ang nakikita niya.I swallowed the big lump on my throats and faced him.He was alarmed when he saw the tears on my face.

"Hun,why the hell are you crying?"

I didn't answered instead I hug him.Umiyak ako sa dibdib niya at humikbi.Ang malalakas na hikbi ko lang ang naririnig sa kwarto.He muttered some curses and hugged me back.I can feel my body shaking due to the extreme pain that I am feeling.He caress my hair as I grip his shirt.I cried in his chest like a baby.Like a child who was been hurt by the world.

"I-I'm still hurting...Masakit parin,Eren...Sobrang sakit..."Nanginginig na Sabi ko.

Mas hinila niya ako palapit sa kanya at nagmura.

"S-Sorry...I-I'm sorry,Zette.Kasalanan ko lahat nang 'to.I am sorry for hurting you..."

"P-Pagod na akong lumaban,Eren...Pagod na pagod na ako..."I mumbled on his chest.

He kissed my forehead and hugged me tighter.Basang basa nang luha ko ang kanyang damit.

"Ako.Ako ang lalaban.Let me fight for you and our marriage.Aayusin ko.Aayusin ko ito."

Mas lalo akong napaiyak sa sinabi niya.How I wish that he will be true to his words.Cause the last time he swore,he also break those words.Inangat ko ang mukha ko.I stared at his face as he stared at me too.I bit my lower lip when my eyes trailed down to his lips.I caress it as my tears continue to stroll down.

This sinner lips is the lips of the man I love who love somebody else.

"Zette,I love you.Please believe me."He whispered,I ignore him and continue touching his lips. "Suzzette,Please.Mahal kita.Mahal na mahal kita.Pagbigyan mo Ako na patunayan iyon sayo."