Dear Suzzette ✓

𝒇𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒖𝒓

Chapter 54

Maxed out

"You can't do this to me Eren!" I shouted when he started to turn his back on me.All the anger and frustration fueled more.I didn't come home to be caged on him again.Not again.

Marahas siyang lumingon sa akin.Namumula ang mga mata at naka igting ang mga panga.I remember that day before the accident,ganito din siya noon.

"Of course I can!You will stay here!You can't leave this gaddamn house!You can't leave me!" The vein on his temple and neck are protruding pero Wala akong pakialam.

I already know from the start this wasn't easy.Hindi ko siya mapapapirma nang basta basta, Third and my brother warned me about this.I should've let Levi come with me or my brother.Nanghihina akong napaupo sa high stool.He just left me with hope shattered.I really want to end things with us smoothly,gusto kong maayos ang lahat but who am I kidding?I have gone for almost two years and I would just walk in to our house bringing an annulment papers.Dapat Talaga noon ko pa ito ginawa sana hindi na ako nahirapan ngayon.

I close my eyes to think of a new way.Uuwi muna ako at babalik na Lang para kulitin siya na pirmahan ang mga ito.I don't really think that I can handle things today,not when I am starting to get dizzy.Hindi din maganda ang pakiramdam ko.I sighed deeply and pulled out my phone,I started dialing Third's number.

After a few rings he answered.

"Love?How did it go?Do you want me to fetch you?"

I smiled inwardly.

"He is still stubborn like before."I said quietly. "Can you fetch me?"

"Wait for me.I love you."

I couldn't suppress my smile anymore.He never fails to flatter my heart.

Tumayo ako at handa nang umalis nang May Biglang humablot sa phone ko.Nanlaki ang mata ko nang nakitang hawak hawak na ito ni Eren.I didn't notice that he's behind me.

"You really thought you can leave that fast?"

Naalarma ako sa tinig niya.He looks livid and hellbent.Matatalim ang kanyang mga tingin at madilim ang mukha.I stepped back.Napaupo ulit ako sa takot na nakikita sa kanya.

"G-Give me back my phone,E-Eren."

He smiled without humor.Eyes are flaring and shooting daggers.Namuo ang takot sa puso ko.He never changed.Ganitong ganito din siya nang inakusahan niya akong May relasyon sa kay Third.

"Do you think I am that stupid to let you go and be with Levi after searching for you over this years?" His voice was laced of venom.I gulped and clenched my teeth. Third please...

"I am not coming back to you." I glared at him even I am anxious.What if he will lay a hand on me just like what he did to me before?I can't trust him again.

He scoffed. "Well News Flash my gorgeous wife.You are not coming back to that assfckinghole again." Bigla niya akong hinila pero nagpumiglas ako.

"You are the asshOle Eren!" I hissed. "Let me go!Let me go!" I whined.Hinila niya ako papuntang sala on his other hand is the envelope. "Bitawan mo ako Eren!Ano ba!" Naiiyak na ako sa galit na nararamdaman.

Biglang bumaba si Manang sa hagdan,nanlaki ang mata niya nang makita na hila hila ako ni Eren.I cried for help and she tried to help me.

"Wag kang makialam,Manang." Malamig na Sabi niya pero May banta sa kanyang boses.

"P-Pero nasasaktan ang asawa mo,bitawan mo siya anak,"

"Away mag asawa ito.Wag ka nang makialam.Wag kang magpapapasok nang kung sino."

I winced again when he pulled me again,dragging me up to the stairs.Hindi ko na mapigilan ang umiyak.I look back to Manang but she just tired her gaze away from me.

"P-Please let me go,Eren." umiiyak na Sabi ko.

Binuksan niya ang pinto.Ito ang kwarto namin.Hila hila niya pa din ako.Wala akong lakas dahil sadyang Mas Malakas siya.Ano ba naman ang lakas nang isang lalaki kumpara sa babae Hindi ba?

"E-Eren nagmamakaawa ako sa iyo.A-Ayoko na..."

Nang makapasok ay agad niyang ini-lock ang pinto.Kinakabahan ako.Naalala ko na naman ang ginawa niya sa akin noon.He forced his self to me.He took me without my consent.Nanginginig ang buong katawan ko sa takot at galit.I shut my eyes tightly when he threw my phone on the wall.Nang bumagsak sa sahig ay wasak at sira na.

"N-No..." I muttered and tried to pick it up but his strong hand stopped me.Nilingon ko sa na galit na galit.

"Walang Aalis." Madilim na Sabi niya.Mas lalong Namuo ang galit sa puso ko.Tinulak ko siya pero Hindi man Lang siya National sa ginawa ko.

"Why are you so selfish!Kahit noon pa man ganito ka na!Why can't you just let me go!Sawang sawa na ako sa iyo Eren!Ayoko na!Paulit ulit na Lang tayo!" I can feel my vocal cords breaking because of my shout.He seemed unbothered because he just stared at me coldly.I punched his chest because of my frustration. "Bakit hindi mo maintindihan iyon?Ha?!Ayoko na!Tama na please..." napaupo ako sa sahig kalaunan.

Nanlalabo na ang mata ko dahil sa Patuloy na pag agos nang mga luha.I clutched my chest because my heart is aching badly.The room was filled my cries of pain.

He kneeled to level me.He lifted my chin up to met his eyes.I can't see him clearly because of my tears.Why so cruel,Eren?

"I-I'm sorry..." he whispered.Napakagat ako sa labi ko. "Humiling ka nang kahit Ano sa akin,Zette.W-Wag Lang iyong kahilingan mo na palayain ka." He shook his head.He tried to hold my shoulders but I slap his hands away. Napayuko siya at nagsimulang umiyak.His shoulder went up and down because of his cries. "M-Mahal kita eh,Mahal na mahal kita Zette.I will do everything to deserve you again,I will do all your bidding,j-just...just don't tell me to l-let you go..."

I gasped for air.Iniwas ko ang mata sa kanya.Too late for you,Eren.I gripped the carpet tightly.I shut my eyes praying that Third will save me.

"M-Mahal ko si Third..." I blurted while closing my eyes. "Sa kanya ko naramdaman ang totoong pagmamahal.He was there when you wrecked me...He take care of me,He makes me the happiest.He made me realize that love is not all about butterflies and fast beating of the heart.He made me realize that love is all about comfort and peace." Iminulat ko ang aking mga mata.His head is still lowering.I bit my lower lip. "He's my home,Eren.I can feel the security and ease whenever I am with him just like how home should be.So please...I-I'm begging you..."

I sighed deeply and held his hands. "P-Please let me go..."

He gasped and balled his fist.His breathing ragged.I caught a glimpse of his jaw clenching.He suddenly stood up and pick up the papers on the envelope.Akala ko gagawin niya na ang pinapagawa ko pero magpaagi lahat nang pag Asa ko nang bigla niyang pinunit ang mga ito.

My lips parted. "Eren No!" I shouted and tried to stop him but I was late.

My eyes watered as I scan the pieces of papers completely tested apart from the floor.Naiiyak kong pinulot ang mga ito.I look up and glared at him,I found him staring down at me with blank expression but tears are falling from his eyes.

"N-No..."

"Akin ka lang,Suzzette.I can kill Third just for you.I can be a murderer just to have you."

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