BTS Imagines Ft. AMBW

Okay to not be okay.

Walking in to the kitchen I saw that there was broken glass on the floor...how hadn't I hear it? When Namjoon came running in from the closet with a broom and dust pan.
"Nica..." he said
"I'm sorry. I was trying to get the mug and it just slipped and an—" I giggled a little at him being so frantic.
"Baby it's fine, it's a cup. Are you okay?" He never gets worked up over something so small; but he just gave me a small smile and nodded his head, stepping closer to him I kiss his lips and smile as I pull away.
"Happy Birthday handsome."
"It's already?" He asked eyes wide, cocking my head to the side a little.
"Baby don't tell me you forgot your own birthday?"
"I—I guess so." I shake my head and smile at him.
"Well I didn't I got you some stuff and the guys and your parents are coming over later." I smiled at him.
"You didn't have too, you know I'm fine with just us." He said as he quickly cleaned the mess and set the broom down walking over to me.
"I know Joon, it was just us last year. I know the tour got cancelled and you been down lately."
"You've noticed."
"Ha. Baby I notice everything about you, we've been married for 4 years going on 5." I chuckled as he pulled me closer to him and I smiled as he kissed me.
"Mmm. I love you." Grabbing his face looking him in the eyes.
"I love you too" he said back
"AHT I love you more than you know, I know it's been hard the last 2years but we got this, YOU got this. I know you're not happy, you fake a smile—
"Veron—"
"Aht I know you fake your happiness for everyone but I see past it because we been together for so long. It's okay to not be okay." I said as he began to tear up.
"You've been strong for so long baby, and it's okay to let your walls down, I'm here to help you, okay? We will get through this." I smiled as he pulls my smaller frame closer to him and he began to cry as he held me close to him. I embraced him and ran my fingers through his hair as he began to bring up to the floor, I didn't mind I just wanted to be there for whatever he needed. After a good 20 minutes he finally let me go, I stood grabbing tissue and straddling his lap as I wiped his tears.
"How do you feel?" I ask him.
"Little better. I need a nap." He chuckled and I laughed too.
"Let's go nap, we have all morning to get ready, I say standing up and taking his hand as we walked to our bedroom and laid on the bed facing one another.
"Veronica I don't know what I did to get so lucky to have you as my wife but I love you." He said
"I love you too baby." I told him as we cuddled till we both fell asleep.
The rest of the day was spent being lazy, until closer to time for everyone to arrive, I threw on a simple cute blue dress and Joon wore tee shirt and jeans, the guys came with there significant others or by themselves and his parents came as well and we enjoyed good conversations, played some games, opened gifts and watched some home videos his mom brought over, over all it was a great and relaxing night.
"Phew. I'm beat." I said as everyone finally left and I began to clean up the very little mess that was left over.
"I hope you're not too tired to watch a movie?" Joon asked as he put the dishes in the dish washer.
"Never" I smiled as I went and sat on the couch waiting for him; he walked in shortly after.
"Alright time to relax" he said and I agreed as we picked a movie and cuddled, soon falling asleep on the movie.

A/N: hi. Sorry I took a hiatus but I think I'm back, writers block had a strong hold on me. 🥲
But been so long sorry this chapter is kinda serious just I know Ifl Joon is depressed so I wanted to make this chapter. Please please pleaseeeee support ALL the boys so when one expresses there emotions please response appropriately. And It's okay not to be okay, that is for everyone not just Joonie! I get it mental health I have my own issues but it's okay to struggle sometimes and to be depressed just one thing that I ask and that's for you to KEEP FIGHTING!!! Take it one day at a time, I want you here!!  I love each and everyone of you! 💜💜 I truly do. Please my inbox is ALWAYS open! 💕 I love you my lovelies! Okay enough seriousness.
I'm moving with my fam to a house my parents had built. Thinking bout starting my YouTube page up again and doin a house tour or whatever, would y'all watch? My fam kinda crazy we wild 😂😂 but yeah idk yet but that's to say imma try to upload later this week but if not it's just cause we moving everything this week. How have y'all been?! I'm over here going on and on about meeeeee. 🤣 I missed y'all seriously!!if you're new, WELCOME LOVELIES!!! All my supporters are my lovelies! 😘 welcome oh bias Check!!
My bias went from Sope to HYUNG LINE!!! 😉 what about you?

Update pics of me 😂 up