Mistress ♡-- Post Malone BDSM Smut

On His Knees

Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence, gun use, smoking, injury possible uncomfortable situations, possible trigger warning for some parts, and swearing.

Please do not read if you are uncomfortable with any of the above.

--- Austin's Point of View ---

(1 Week Later)

I stood there and added another clip to my gun after taking another long drink of my Bud Light, raising it I shot at the target. I continued to shoot until the clip was empty, I knew I was getting a bit drunk and I shouldn't be doing this.

But shotting always calmed me down, even at my worst times it helped, but it was hardly helping tonight.

Someone grabbed my arm, looking over startled I saw my dad - why hadn't I heard him come up? He was looking at me with worry and a bit of sadness.

"Austin what is going on with you? You have been shotting for six hours, and have you even eaten today?"

I shook my head - I hadn't eaten, each time I put food in my mouth my stomach turns and I want to vomit, I couldn't tell him what was really going on.

"I'm fine dad."

"You are not fine Austin."

I put down the gun and rubbed my eyes with the heels on my hand, I had a headache, most likely from not having enough food.

We stood in silence, I couldn't tell him what was really going on, I couldn't say that being without Alex made me feel worthless.

"Let me take you home."

I wanted to argue with him, to tell him to leave me alone and go back to what I was doing, however I knew that my dad was right, I hadn't slept in forever, and I needed to eat, or at least try to eat.

With a sigh I walked over and started to put away the guns, thanking the attendant - who was looking at me worried as well. I walked with my dad, who put his arm around my shoulder as we left the range.

Wordlessly we got into the car and started driving.

"Is this about a girl?"

I looked over at him shocked.

"Why do you think that."

"I know you son, I take it you don't want to talk about it but you shouldn't lose your mind over a girl like this. It isn't healthy."

I let out a bitter laugh, I mean, he isn't wrong, but Alex is not just a 'girl' to me, I needed her more than I think she needs me.

"No I get that dad, I'm sorry, I'll try and pay attention to my feelings better...hey can we stop at Market Street Grill on our way home?"

I saw him smile, "Yeah."

--- Alex's Point of View ---

It had been a week and I was already feeling better, I had gone home and taken care of a few things, I had my own money and hadn't touched the money Austin had given me for dominating him.

I had forgotten that what we were doing was a monetary exchange of services.

I also noticed that he hadn't stopped the automatic payments - I wondered if he did that because he didn't believe that I was fully gone or he just didn't think about it.

That was just another reason that this situation was tricky, if I did enter into an actual relationship with him, the payments would have to stop - complicated.

Sighing I got up and dressed in jeans, shirt and boots, grabbing my car keys and leaving the house.

I was going to go up to his house and ring his gate, I needed to face him, and I may be many awful things at the moment, but I am not a fucking coward, I needed to see him.

(30 Min Later)

I buzzed the gate, having parked my car at the entrance of it, it took a moment, but someone answered.

"Hello?" Austin's voice was gruff and annoyed.

"It's me Pet, let me in."

Instantly, and I do mean instantly the gate opened, thinking it over I decided to leave my car at the gate, so I started walking up the long driveway.

It took only a few moments to see Austin walking down to me, he was wearing gray sweatpants, no shirt and crocs, I gasped, he looked smaller and not well.

As he approached I saw that he was crying, before I could say anything he reached me, falling to his knees he rested his head against my stomach sobbing.

"Mistress..." He whimpered breaking into sobs.

I threaded my hands though his very short hair and hugged him to me. Kissing his head.