Drunk in love

Part 45

song juhan wanted to catch an early flight abroad, and he was picked up at five o'clock in the morning.

when he got up, he woke up and sat at the head of the bed watching him wash his face, brush his teeth, change his clothes, and watch in silence.

finally he kissed he he hard and said he would be back in a few days. why just look at him and go out the door without looking back.

then he got up. he rummaged through his suitcase and packed a large box of clothes and common items, as well as all the documents and cards and cash he had to use when he went out.

packing his bags, he began to wash, eat breakfast, and change clothes.

dressed, he sat in his study and called his mother and said he was going to europe for a long vacation. her mother was very happy and said that she would give him the address of the french house and the contact information of the housekeeper later, and he could live there when he went to france, and in the summer, she would send susu to play with him.

after contacting his mother, he sent messages to gu qingpei, zhuang jieyu and chen shan respectively, and calmly said that he wanted to go to europe to relax, the mobile phone was not used for the time being, and there was something to send an email to contact. he left the specially registered mailbox that he used to log on to the gay forum, which no one knew, and he told them not to tell anyone.

having done all this, he took a taxi to the airport and bought a ticket to europe at the counter, to amsterdam.

coincidentally, at that time, the middle and high-level officials of nanchuang went to nice for the annual meeting, although he did not go in the end, but as early as a few months ago, when the personnel department organized, he had already handled a schengen visa for him, and he did not expect to come in handy. <

the moment the plane took off, he looked at the ground that was gradually moving away, and his heart was numb and painful.

he had done the most determined trick, he had thought that at this moment, he would collapse, but he did not, because as early as seven years ago, he had paved the way for this day countless times, rehearsed countless times, he could not describe how much pain he had, but he was sober, more awake than ever.

he saw song juhan clearly, saw himself clearly, saw everything between them, and also saw the future.

when song juhan asked him if he "minded", he did not lie, he really did not mind, because he did not care anymore, song juhan's life, from then on has nothing to do with him.

like a person, silently put in the heart when the purest beauty, why take it out to become an abomination.

it was as if he had drunk a drink, drunk for seven years, unable to extricate himself, and now his wine had finally awakened, and he had woken up with great enlightenment.

so he decided to look at the world he had never seen before, and when he still had such an impulse, he set off quickly, so as not to regret it.

he hopes to use the world's size to reflect the narrowness of his paintings and come out firmly.

when i arrived in frankfurt, i began to regret it the moment i landed. looking at the unfamiliar environment around him, the various races, speaking languages he could understand or did not understand, he kind of wanted to fly home.

he took a deep breath, went to buy a phone card, booked a nearby hotel, and asked a taxi to drop him off.

when he got to the hotel, he finally felt more comfortable. <

he washed away the fatigue of the journey and slept deeply.

when he woke up, just as it was dawn, he asked the hotel to bring the meal to his room, sat at the table, and looked out the window while eating, thinking about the next plan.