𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐃 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐄

05 . 𝑩𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒄𝒐𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎

Yn's Perspective -

" Sure I would love to, " he nodded his head as he said " we'll go after an hour or so , what do you say ?"

I nodded as he continued eating . I wore a pretty long floral printed dress , it was one of my favourite ones .

As I'm kinda Chubby so it's a perfect dress for me. I did light make-up but enough which covered my acne and curled my brown hair and applied a cute bow clip .

As I was applying lipstick, Jungkook leaned on the door frame and watched me doing my makeup .

I turned around to look at him and he was smiling . What happened to him ?

But before I could think of anything .He started coming towards me , he stood in front of me in his blue ripped jeans with a white-yellow tshirt .

I gulped hard when our faces inches apart as he said in his husky voice looking deep in my ears . " You look like a dream to me yn "

I blinked my eyes because I don't even know how many times . I suddenly felt like I deserved love .

His love! His words make me feel loved . I can feel my cheeks burning up .

Nobody has ever told me like this before , do I really deserve this ? Or am I getting myself into a brand new trouble ? Is this marriage worth it ?

Am I being enough for him ? Do I really deserve him ? Do I really deserve this life? Or will I ever be able to study further and will ever be able to achieve my dream ?

Will this all happen or will I just die like this? Reality hit me hard when he waved his hands in front of my face .

" ah oh yeah " He grinned as he asked
" what were you thinking ? "

I shook my head as I said " We should go now '' He nodded as we walked out of the house. I locked the door behind me as I walked outside of the house with him .

It's spring day, my favourite .

It's a good idea to distract me .

I took a deep sigh before going towards his car , sitting inside beside him , as he started to drive . A little smile crept on my face as I admired nature .

" It's beautiful, isn't it ? " A honey-like voice spoke beside me as my head turned around to him .

He stopped the car , as we'd already reached our destination . He's already looking at me intensely .

I nodded as he came close to me as his hand came closer to my face . Removing the strand of my hair from my face as I gulped down .

I blinked as I looked at his eyes , his eyes never leaving mine . His eyes held unspoken words which I wasn't able to read .

I broke the intense eye contact , if I continued staring at him for a few more seconds I would tear up , I know .

My eyes held a lot of heartbroken moments which no one can read .