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• What would happen to a girl who was forced into this marriage but everyone called it as arranged one , a girl who wants to pursue her dream , who wants to be inde...
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Yn's perspective -
After 15 minutes of riding , he stopped the car in front of the mansion. Yes , he has a mansion and that too is a big one .
I do care less as I step out of the car with Daisy in my arms, securing ever so safely . I walked behind him as he opened the main door and let me in .
Walking towards the living room , I placed Daisy on the huge sofa as I walked towards the kitchen to bring two glasses and a bottle of water for both of us .
I stepped inside the kitchen and took out a chilled bottle of water and placed it on the counter as
I started searching for the glasses , I opened the upper cupboard and there it was . Hiding from me huh ! I tried to jump a little so that I could grab the cup but it was way too up .
I turned around only to find a stool standing in the corner of the fridge .
I tow the stole and make them stand under the upper cupboard. I signed as I held my dress with my left and
I held the counter top with my right hand and tried to stand it suddenly . My ankles twisted making me fall on someone's hard chest ! Wait - what my butt didn't kiss the damn floor ?
But instead , I fall on someone's hard chest? Oh fudge , is this Jungkook's chest ? I opened my eyes slowly as I saw him looking at me with a worried face
" yn are you okay ? " I bit my lips as I could feel his both arms holding me securely .
Just like they hold the precious gem . Reality hit me when I heard his soft voice , which is like music to my ears
" gosh , please tell me yn ! I'm worried " I nodded my head as he said " I need a word " oh yeah!
Words , yn communicate for damn sake . " Y-yes I am f-fine "
argh please stop with these shutterness.
He nodded as he picked me up in a bridal style, making my eyes go wide.
I gulped the invisible saliva , no no no he can't be carrying me , I'm heavy for him . " J-jungkook "
he looked at me making my stomach flip as he raised his eyebrows from my voice . " I a-am heavy " by the time I let it out , we've already made it to the living room towards the couch .
He knelt down to place me on the couch as he said while fixing the strands of my hair .
" you're not even half my warm-up weight, sweetcake" my mouth went agape after he told me I'm not heavy for him ?
Like man seriously ?
His chocolate brown eyes never left my greyish brown eyes , his hand left my hair and started to come towards my lips .
I can feel his lips touching my soft bottom lips . He broke eye contact and stared at my lips while running his thumb on my lips .
Is he going to kiss me ? He started coming closer , my breath got stuck when he was just inches apart from me .
He looks into my eyes , making me feel some type of way . He chuckled, making me bite my lips . He caressed my thumb again as he said while being inches apart
" don't bite your lips , It's my job to do so " He said in a husky voice, erupting millions of butterflies inside my stomach.
I stopped right there , as he was about to come closer . I pushed him making him laid down on the floor , standing up from the couch I said while shuttering
" I'm so-sorry"
I'm not ready yet , I'm not ! I'm a mess , I can't , I can't do this . I'm not enough for all of these , all these things which are happening to me are going to destroy me soon .
I must let myself know that this is just an illusion . I can't be this happy , I don't deserve this life.
The closeness between us , him placing the strand of my hair behind my ear's back , him touching my lips .
Him calling me not heavy, it feels like a sweet nightmare which will soon destroy me if I let them in .
I rushed towards the bedroom which I had shared with him , closing the door behind , my tears started flowing down .
I sat on the bed , I didn't want Jungkook to hear my voice so I placed my hand on my mouth to muffle my voice .
And didn't stop crying , my hands shakes due to excessive crying as I didn't give a fuck about my state and continued crying .
I rushed towards the bathroom , I undressed my clothes as I opened the drawer as the scissor caught my attention .
Looking directly into myself in the mirror , I stretched out the scissors and made a cut on my stomach. It was a heavy cut and it surely bled and hurt as well . I let out my painful moan as I walked towards the shower .
And turned on the shower which made my voice sound lower because of the shower .
After 5 minutes of good crying, I treated my wound and walked out of the shower with a robe around my body .
Jungkook's pov -
As I was about to kiss her , she pushed me away, making me laid down on the floor . She apologised before walking away .
"Shit" I cursed under my breath , knowing that she isn't comfortable doing these things but my love for her made me do this .
Whenever I see her , I feel the need to kiss me , to show her how much I love her , to tell her that I've been in love with her for 5 damn years . But yet again , I always forget that she is not ready yet .
This is her 1st day after marriage and I'm just making things worse . I need to wait , I need to wait for her . I need to apologise , before it's too late . Oh god ! What I've done .
Before I could say anything or Apologise instead she apologised to me for pushing me and rushed towards our bedroom and locked herself .
What am I gonna do now ?
After 10-15 minutes , I walked towards our shared bedroom to check if she opened the door or not and to my surprise .
The door had already opened and she was sitting on the bed , using her phone . Her hair is wet , and clothes have already changed .
She didn't seem to notice me as I stepped inside the room gathering her attention . I walked towards the other side of the bed as I said
" yn , can we talk ? " to which her gaze fixed at me as before I continued saying anything .
Her eyes are kind of red and swollen ! Were she crying ? Because of me ? I made her cry? Man jungkook !
" Were you crying ? "
My voice was dominant, she shakes her head " n-no i wasn't" she said as I signed . Face palmed myself , I'm so ashamed of myself right now .
I damn know that my actions would hurt her but didn't know she would cry about this and that too much.
I'm such a bad husband , shit !
I looked at her as I said while tears started to gather on the eyes
'' yn , I'm really sorry in spite of knowing you are uncomfortable I did it I'm really sorry , it was my fault .
Because of me you were crying , I'm such a bad husband ! I'm really sorry-" before I could say further she cut me off by saying " it wasn't about you "
