Jenna x Reader One-Shots

⚠️Secret Insecurities⚠️

A/N: Jenna x Reader

Requested by: Lucastrans2006

Summary: Y/n was fat and short when she was a kid so she decided to work out. Years later, when she's dating Jenna, she still is insecure about her body and never showed it to Jenna. One day, Jenna's friends invite her to go to the beach and Jenna says yes, asks Y/n to join her. When they get there, it's really hot so Jenna asks her to take her t-shirt off, when she does, Jenna drools over her.

Reader's G!P and has gotten a surgery where she doesn't have boobs so she can be shirtless

⚠️TW⚠️: Body Dysmorphia, Self-Doubt, Suicidal Thoughts

HERE WE GO!

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Y/n's POV:

I walk into school and as I'm walking down the hall, I immediately feel myself being pushed into the wall, I look to see my personal bully, Pierson.

"What's up, fucking fatty?" I hear her say, I sigh, letting my shoulders fall.

"Wh—What do you want..?" I ask her, scared.

"'Wh—What do—?' Jesus, you are so fucking scared of everything. You're pathetic." Pierson tells me, gripping my sweatshirt and pulling me close to her, "No one is ever gonna like you because you're fat, short, ugly as shit. I hope you die." I hear her say, pushing me against the lockers again. Letting go and walking away from me.

I stand there for a moment, stunned by the rudeness of other people and the willingness for her to go out of her way just to ruin my day. It's ridiculous. It's not like she's wrong, I'm short and... and fucking fat as shit.

"Miss L/n, get to class!" I hear my least favourite teacher shout at me, I look over and see him raise his eyebrows and begin to walk toward me, "Miss L/n!" He begins,

"S—Sorry, Sir." I apologise, I begin to walk to class and when I walk inside, I hear my teacher sigh and look at me.

"You're late."

"I'm here on time, Miss."

"Did you just talk back to me?" I hear her say, angrily. I go to answer but she points outside, "Outside, now." I hear her shout at me, I sigh, and begin to leave.

"Fatty Y/n at it again."

"Shut the fuck up—!"

"—Miss! Control yourself and your language! Up to the Principle's office, now!" I hear the teacher shout at me,

"Gladly." I argue back, slamming the door shut behind me and walking away, my chest rising and falling. I'm not going to the Principle's office, I'm going to the toilet. I head into the girl's toilet and peak my head inside, seeing no one there. I head inside and see that all of them are oddly shut but no one's in here. I sigh and set my bag down, looking at myself in the mirror.

What am I doing with my life? What am I doing? I hate myself, I really really hate myself. Everyone hates me, I swear. This is so ridiculous!

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I arrive home and I immediately drop my bag, shut the door behind me and head over to the couch, immediately wanting to cry and sink into the couch, no longer being alive. I really just wanna go into the kitchen, grab a knife, and just—

"Hey, honey— oh... are... are you okay?" I hear my sweet mom ask me, I shrug lightly. "How was your day, you wanna talk about it?" She asks me, I shake my head but after a moment I begin to nod my head, "Yeah? You wanna do that?" She asks, I nod my head and sit up, sighing and adjusting to get into a comfier position. I'm still lying down but my mum sits down and I have my head on her lap, her giving me head scratches. She's my best friend.