MLS 2: Gang Wars

Not a chapter, but rather an important update

I don't really do this anymore, but I wanted to put this in this particular fic because I've been working on finishing this first before I get around to working on my other fics. Plus, I've always been very real with you guys, even though I don't actually know any of you personally, and I know it's not a wise idea to do that online, but I've always been like this.

I haven't been all that creative anymore tbh. There is no excuse for me not updating for....however fucking long but I just CAN'T find it in me to write more than like, a sentence or two once or twice a month these past couple of months.

I'm not all that busy, I'm just kinda stressed. Currently, I have three seperate jobs, and even though one of them is unpaid volunteer work, it's still a job. The other two are beauty related, but I'm thinking about quitting my job as a beauty consultant. I was excited at first to do that job, but now I feel like it's putting too much pressure on me and I can't seem to make it work.

I have this thing, however, that if I do step away from it, I'll feel like I've failed in life. I want to do too many things at once because I feel like I'll be more successful that way, and all I'm doing is just stressing myself out and it's put a MAJOR dampener on my creativity. This is why I haven't been updating at all.

Not only that, but if you've read my message board, you'd know that my dad was in a truck accident a couple of months ago. He's going to have to get surgery done on his bowel soon because there's a cyst there which did shrink but it's growing again so they need to take part of his bowel out. This is also factoring into my stress, my Anxiety and lack of creativity.

No I haven't left Wattpad. I'm still here and I will be for a while yet. I'm just in a slump. I'll get around to updating when I feel up to it, and I am slowly working on the next chapter of this fic, but I have shit to sort out in my real life first.

- Madz