💜 SMG3's Gay Thoughts 💜

💀💜Gay thought #74💜💀

Dear Diary,

Day 4 of the road trip. After our long nap at the beach, we take a quick shower in the public restroom and head back to the RV before it gets dark. It's my turn to drive so I'm going to Dunkin Donuts' drive thru to order two coffees and donuts. SMG4's pupils are heart shaped while looking at those sweet and tempting donuts and drools hungrily. I tell them that it's for later after dinner as I watch his heart shatter and frown while wiping off his drool. As we're back again on the highway, I sipped my coffee while keeping an eye on the road and my stinky is at the back, staring at the donut box intensity and whining a little bit like a sad puppy. I notice that we're almost out of gas as I take a lane turn to go to the nearest gas station. While I'm pumping gas, SMG4 is on a mission to eat at least one donut from the box without me noticing. He's doing weird uncertain movements like he's being a spy back in WOFTI 2023 heist with squinty eyes while singing "The Mission Impossible" theme song. Meanwhile, I finish up everything and look up to see the sunset. I can imagine myself and SMG4 somewhere romantic with the sunset in the background and I kneel down to put out the ring box. If only I had the courage to do it! I'm feeling tense then sigh heavily and go back inside the RV when I witness my stinky eating a donut happily with sprinkles around his lips and noticing that he has been caught red handed. Oh Four, what am I gonna do with you?

The streetlights are on and stars are glowing in the sky, my eyes are slowly getting sleepy, I can't focus on driving anymore when I thought I saw the next exit for RV trailers to get some rest. I turn to it, rubbing my eyes and letting out a yawn only to see from my side mirror, the back of exit sign it wrote in a graffiti "T h E y 'R e W a T c H i N g Y o U..." with a drawing of creepy eyeball and a familiar logo...I can't quite catch it but I know it's not gonna be a welcoming anytime soon. My heart is racing, my body is trembling with fear and I think my soul left my body when I felt a pair of gloved hands squeezing my shoulders. I hit the brake then relax a bit when I recognize those hands and SMG4 speaks with a worried tone. "Are you okay bbg? You were shaking a lot..." Wait bbg? I tilted my head at him and raised a brow with few blinks. "Yeah I'm fine...also bbg? What does that stand for?" SMG4 blinks too and chuckles nervously with a small blush while massaging my shoulders. "Uhhh don't worry about it but I want to know why you are shaking like a leaf?" I groan and lay my head back on the seat. "I wasn't shaking like a leaf! I...I was uhh..." My stinky snickers then go deeper with the massage and holy shit, that felt great actually. I couldn't come up with an excuse because my mind is focusing on his magic touch. Since when is he so good with that? My eyes are closed, feeling more relaxed and less tense and I can hear a giggle coming from my stinky while massaging my scalp now and a whisper "Tsundere..."

It's 7pm, we finish eating our dinner and enjoy our donuts until SMG4 sees something from a distance. He described to me what he saw were lights flickering and starting to panic like a girl. I look at the reader POV with a grumpy face and shake my head slightly. Guess what we did next? Follow the damn lights with my flashlight on and give SMG4 a piggyback ride. Couple minutes later, We look at our surroundings but it's so dark and the flashlight isn't bright enough to see. All of sudden, the lights turn on by itself, revealing old carnival rides like the Merry go Round, the Ferris Wheel, The Love Tunnel (What wait? Who TF-) and a bunch of booth games as the music is playing but it sounds corrupted and disturbing. We adjust our eyes from the sudden brightness and look shocked. I put SMG4 down gently but he hugged my back quickly and shook fearfully as I examined the old torn up and gross rides. We're clearly in an abandoned carnival which almost reminds us of the Showgrounds from the beginning...I feel like somebody is indeed...watching us...

~SMG3

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