Niall Horan Imagines❤ Part 2

Crash

Would you mind if I still loved you?
Would you mind if things don't last?
Would you mind if I hold onto
You so that I won't crash?

Morning light, I'm at your door
One last time, and no one's there
(Nobody, nobody, nobody, no...)
Drove all night, just to beat you home
Would you mind if I waited?
Would you mind if I wait right here?

And I really, really, wanna love you
And I'm really only yours
Even if it don't last forever, I wanna let you know
We really had something special, it's hard tryna let it go
I'm just being honest, I'm still in the moment

Would you mind if I still loved you?
Would you mind if things don't last?
Would you mind if I hold onto
You so that I won't crash?

Up all night, can't let go
Won't stop trying, need you to know
It's worth the fight, if I get back home
Hope you don't mind if I waited
Would you mind if I wait right here?

And I really, really, wanna love you
And I'm really only yours
Even if it don't last forever, I wanna let you know
We really had something special, it's hard tryna let it go
I'm just being honest, I'm still in the moment

Would you mind if I still loved you?
Would you mind if things don't last?
Would you mind if I hold onto
You so that I won't crash?

I'm not thinking 'bout nobody else but you
You're the only one who takes me there
I'm not thinking 'bout nobody else but you
You're the only one who takes me there
I'm not thinking 'bout nobody else but you
You're the only one who takes me there
I'm not thinking 'bout nobody else but you
You're the only one who takes me there

Would you mind if I still loved you?
Would you mind if things don't last?
Would you mind if I hold onto
You so that I won't crash?

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*Niall's POv*

I messed up. Fuck I messed up so bad! How could I do that to her, to my baby girl? What the fuck was even wrong with me while I did it? I can't believe I slept with another girl while I was all night out with the lads. Me being in the drunken state I was and the idiot I am, agreed to go home with this girl.

Y/N found out a few days ago when this girl announced it and when Y/N asked me about it, I couldn't lie to her. She deserved to know.

I sigh as I noticed that she's not going to answer her door, just like the past month since I've been calling at her door. I placed the bouquet of flowers infront of her door with the many others I have bought her every day I came here. She hasn't come out of the house or she just let all these flowers die.

I slowly walked back to my car with my hands in my jacket and my head hung low. Tomorrow I'm doing it over again but I don't mind because she's worth every thing in this life and I took that for granted because of one idiotic mistake.

The drive to my house was quite agonizing. My hair is a mess, sticking up in every direction possible, my eyes are puffy and red, I haven't made the effort to wash my clothes, I can't even remember the last time I had a decent meal. I don't care anyway because I deserve to feel and look this depressed.

I finally arrived at my house. I won't call it home because I'm not home at all. Y/N is my home. I threw my keys on the kitchen counter and walked to the kitchen. I opened the fridge to get something to eat. Nothing.

I walked to the living room and turn the TV on, trying to distract myself from the reality. I watched a few shows on the telly until it was just past 9.