The ride home with Jungkook was quiet, not even a word between us. Once we arrived outside the building to my dorm I thanked him and left. My mind has not comprehended what was happening a few moments ago. Once jungkook dropped me home I opened the door and it was empty, everyone was probably with their family. I took a warm shower before changing into my baggy clothes. Whilst drying my hair, Eunae unnie was outside to bidding farewell to Jimin.

"annyeonghaseyo" bowing to her

"you don't have to be formal to me im only 2 years older and i dont like formalities it makes me feel old" she chuckles

"unnie you're not that old!" I smile weakly

"so what happened with you and jungkook? are you okay?" she asks me

"It's a long story..."

***

Early morning me and Eunae unnie walk to cube to find the other members present and training.  For the first time they heard me dance and sing as I did the same with them.

After three hours of dance practice we all collapse to the floor. 

"I'm hungry" Borasays holding her stomach showcasing her aegyo.

"Me too" misa hold her stomach pouting

"Well I haven't eaten anything all day we could go to the cube cafe, do you want to go?" Minah unnie asks me

"I'm okay unnie I'm on a diet and im going to train a bit more" I explain

"Okay,Eunae want to go with us?" Minah asks

"I'm okay im going to stay with our maknae for a bit" Eunae unnie smiles widely

once the others have left it was just me and Eunae unnie

"so unnie I want to know more about you and jimin, when did you meet no! how did you meet, you two are so cutee!!" I smile widely

"shh do you want the whole cube family to find out!" covering my mouth with her hand as I nod in response. She finally takes her hand off my mouth

"I'll tell you, but on one condition you don't tell anyone"

"come on unnie if I wasn't trust worthy I would've told everyone" i laughed

"I originally trained at big hit and that's where I met jimin, we started getting close and i was meant to debut with glam but loan sharks came and rid me of my house, my parents and my little brother stayed with family friends. later on my mum said the debt got payed by her new husband. I explained to jimin and he let me stay with him for a bit and during that time he confessed to me. I, well didn't manage to debut and it would take longer so i left the company and luckily I joined cube"

"i get you.." I speak under my breath

"tell me more about you" she smiles eagerly.

"well.. i hate my dad because he left us, my dad is in the marine and he would send us money, the money he sent were less and less each time until he completely stopped. That was when we thought ah~he must be working hard doing missions. it ended up we were completely wrong he had his own new family. We were in debt and we can't pay the debt so my mother worked 3 jobs whilst my brother quit school to help pay and they managed to repay. my mother was ill and she knew but we didn't until she was .. she was in hospital and told us her last words

'Sorry, I'm really sorry for not telling you, I love you' I was told I became cold but I eventually opened up and talked to bambam .. We dated.."

"WHOA!!!! HOLD ON YOU DATED BA-" i cover her mouth before she could finish her sentence

"yes we dated and it was the most stupid this I've done!" i finally let go off my hands from her mouth

"he broke up with me.. and thanks to him I got this" turning around to show my scar

"what happened?" she says softly

"I got hit by a car and stayed in hospital for 1 month to recover and that jerk didn't even visit me or send me flowers to say sorry that why I thought going to SOPA was a sign for me to become me again where I wouldn't have to cross paths with him"

a long pin dropping silence is heard before i went on

"i mean i didn't even want to be an idol or a trainee in fact i hated it the idea your going to be used as an object"

"then why did you decide to?"

"because i want to show to the world that I've succeed and i want to show my father and bambam the closest people who hurt me that I'm strong and i want my mum to watch me from heaven and say 'that's my daughter' "

i start tearing up thinking about my mum as Eunae unnie patted my back and hugged me tightly

"im sorry .. I didn't know you went through much"

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