Boy oh Boy {BTS + GOT7}

38

is that you? this is where you've been?'

"dahee?" he asks

"yeah, jang dahee.." bowing

"Aigoo your so pretty I saw you dancing earlier your so good!" Eunae's mum compliments me

"T-thank you" i say bowing while maintaining a smile

"are you here with your parents? I would love to meet them" she smiles back at me

"my mum passed away..And I don't have a dad" i say looking at the floor then looking at him longingly, "but it's fine, anyways I need to go so if you excuse me" bowing then walking back to jungkook.

My heart started beating in anger and my hands were shaking. I clench my fist and held back my tears.

"dahee" Jungkook looks at me worried "come on dahee, I'll bring you home"

***

Jungkook pulls over outside the building of our dorm.

"Thanks Jungkook, for today" I smile weakly at him before giving him a peck on the cheek.

"Dahee what happened back their?" He asks worriedly.

"I'm umm a bit tired, can we talk about this some other time? Or never?" I force a smile, "I'll see you tomorrow at school"

"but are sure your okay everyone won't be home until later on?"

"I'm okay oppa thanks"

As soon as I arrive at the dorm i go to my bed lying down still in my comfortable clothes.  I sigh looking up at the ceiling.

"No dahee, don't think about him" I stand up and leave the dorm to go to the practice rooms. I begin to practice the dance for our song but the flashback hits.

age : 5

"appa! what if your going to forget me or what if something happens on your mission?" looking at him innocently

"don't worry dahee you are my one and only daughter, how can i not forgot you?" he smiles before picking me hugging me in his arms

I start throwing several punches at the punching bag

"only daughter? never forget? what a joke" giving one laSt final blow. I sit on the ground to get a drink.

age 7

"umma when's appa coming back home?"

"his mission will take a long time dahee we just need to wait"

age 9

"haha she doesn't have a dad"

"probably because he probably hated you and your family"

age 13

"dahee ya don't give up.. He is working hard on a mission and he IS coming back oppa is just making lies"

present day : age 16

"dahee.. give up.. He forgot about you, he broke your promise he has another family with a daughter and a son. He forgot about your family"

aishh..

AISHHH!!! The pain hurt too much to cry out. It's as if a knife was stabbed in quickly and it won't come out.

I sat in silence before releasing a deep breathe. I opened my bag to grab a book full of my song lyrics and tune I wrote before even some raps that I made up when I was annoyed.

After i found a list about my favorite songs while travelling i decide to play one of the songs

Someday - Nina

Right now I know you can't tell

I'm down and I'm not doing well

But one day these tears, they will all run dry

I won't have to cry sweet goodbye

Cause, someday someone's gonna love me

The way I wanted you to need me

Someday someone's gonna take your place

Oh, one day I'll forget about you

You'll see I won't even miss you

Someday, I know someone's gonna be there

Someday someone's gonna love me

The way I wanted you to need me

Someday someone's gonna take your place

One day I'll forget about you

You'll see I won't even miss you

Someday, someday

i place the guitar down then i sit in the corner of the practice room. I finally break and the tears finally fell.