I never want to say goodbye; a John Laurens x Reader

A/N

Sorry! Not a chapter but I would appreciate if you guys read this.

Number one, I'm a girl in a wor- I'll show myself out now.
Anyway... THANK YOU FOR 700 READS OMG I SUCK SO BAD A WRITING.

So I'm going to explain a few things about this book.

This book is based off my life, sort of. I'm not in college, and I'm single AS FUCK. If you wanna date me hmu. Boys and girls I'm bi. 😂

Anyway, Thomas is based off my ex-boyfriend Wade. He's an asshole. Maria is based off my ex-best friend Abby. She's a bitch. Angelica is based off my best friend Haleigh whom I love very much and will slaughter anyone who hurts her and I think she'll do the same for me. John is based off this guy, Gage, that I had a crush on, but didn't date bc 1. He didn't like me that way, and 2. He had a girlfriend and I respected that.

I understand there are a few ~touchy~ subjects, such as cutting, attempted suicide, mental disorders, and abuse.

Everything in this story except for college, abuse, sex, drinking, and an amazing boyfriend is true.

Yeah my mind is fucked up.

Anywayyyyy, thanks for reading this and sitting through my terrible writing. I plan on writing 51 chapters. Not parts, chapters. This doesn't count.

About me:
Mi name es Ella. I know some Spanish. I can rap like a motherfucker and I want a boyfriend or girlfriend. I'm obsessed with Haliton, Heathers, Daveed Diggs (A.K.A clipping), and Anthony Ramos saying "that's me" (A.K.A 21 Chump Street). I live with my dad and I'm in the middle of moving. My mind is so fucked up that I need therapy. Do I go? Not really. I kind of sound like Anthony Ramos when I sing. If I was a dude, I'd sound exactly like Anthony. I also have a YouTube channel, EllaEllyce, go subscribe 😂.

Enough about me, FACE REVEAL TIME!

That's me (see what I did there)

This is my bestest friend in the whole world, Carlie.

{insert picture that I don't have yet}
That's my best friend Angelica (A.K.A Haleigh)

Thanks for reading!
Love y'all
-Ella