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Chapter 64: Dearest - Part Two

Chapter 64: Dearest - Part Two

"What's sup, Iruka-sensei?" Naruto made sure to step outside and close the door behind him just in case.

While he did that, Nia stayed in his room thinking to herself. The longer it took for the boy to finish his conversation, the more the girl had time to think about what she was about to do with him.

Her feelings of excitement turned into apathy as she then began to feel insecure and next became a bit sad. The girl went into the bathroom as she pulled her straps back on. She covered her eyes and looked down as she didn't wanna see herself in the mirror.

'I'm getting... really nervous right now...' She thought to herself as she tried to calm down.

Her anxiety was beginning to act up again. Her breathing was quickening and she was shaking a bit. She took a few deep breaths and looked into the mirror... only to see a monster staring right back at her. Immediately, her eyes lowered and her thoughts attacked her like no other while voices of those who had torturously and relentlessly verbally abused her for years suddenly could be heard by her again just like they would torment her in her dream only to have the girl wake out of her sleep in a cold sweat and with a disturbed sense of mind.

"She's so nasty!" She could hear someone, "He would never sleep with you! You're ugly as shit! You're disgusting!"

Her heart began to hurt but Nia tried to tough it out. Was it wrong for her to desire what every human was wired to want? Was she human? Was her becoming fond of someone some sort of crime that deserved a death sentence? Was realizing she actually desired her feelings to be returned like everyone else something to be punished for too? Was it even okay for her to have feelings at all?!

Her ears could hear laughter. Laughter of those who deemed her as an insect or something that needed to be exterminated. Their merciless laughs filled her head. She placed her hands on her ears hoping to get them to stop.

"She really thinks she could be loved!" They mocked her, "She's funny as hell! Just look at her! Isn't she the most hideous creature you've ever seen? Gross!"

'Stop...' She thought as her mind was tortured, "Stop... PLEASE STOP!'

"Why didn't she just get aborted? Her other siblings are all good-looking except for her. I bet she's not even their sister. She's so ugly."

That's not... that's not true. I am their sister. I am part of the family.

"Do us all a favor and kill yourself. You're fucking worthless."

Nia fought back her tears.

'That's not... true either. I don't deserve to die because of the way I look. I'm not worthless because of how I was made. I never chose my face. I never chose to have small dull eyes, a round face, big cheeks, and a somewhat wide nose. I didn't make myself. I can't change myself. I don't wanna risk going blind just to enlarge my eyes. I don't wanna risk something life-threatening to happen just cause I would like a smaller and more acceptable nose.'

"If you don't do that, how will anyone ever love you?"

At this point, I don't give a FUCK about romantic love! I just wanna be loved in GENERAL! I wanna be treated more kindly and not have everyone focusing on my looks. Why can't anyone notice me for who I am?! Why must I be insulted, physically and emotionally assaulted for my looks when I do absolutely nothing wrong?! I mind my own buisness! I try to treat others the way I would like to be treated but all I get back is a simple,

"She's the most horrific-looking woman on the planet! Let's just ignore how caring she is, how she's always there for those she cares about, what her abilities are, how supportive she is, how hard she tries her best to understand others and puts herself in their shoes, how she can make someone laugh or cheer them up, and just everything that makes her a person. Let's just ignore all that because she doesn't appeal to my eyes.