Darcy was still with Harry so today was the day I was going to do what Anne suggested. I pull up my iTunes on my computer, and make a random playlist of songs. I do this a lot when I just want to clear my head. The first song to kick on was “The Only Exception” by Paramore. I sit down with my sketch book and begin drawing random things.
I let my mind wander, daydreaming really, taking myself out of reality, but still holding on slightly. About two hours in to clearing my head, I find myself singing along to a song. It pulls me back from my mind wandering.
I was born in the arms of imaginary friends
free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I’ve been
then you come crashing in, like the realest thing
trying my best to understand all that your love can bring
oh half of my heart’s got a grip on the situation
half of my heart takes time
half of my heart’s got a right mind to tell you
that I can’t keep loving you (can’t keep loving you)
oh, with half of my heart
I look down at my sketch. I thought that I was just doodling random things, but I wasn’t. This was what Anne was talking about, this was my answer. Even if it came to me in a sketch, the signs couldn’t be clearer he was the one that I was meant to be with.
“I have to go find Louis.” I say suddenly leaving my sketch on the couch and the music playing as I grab my car keys running out the door to my car.
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If I'm Louder; A Harry Styles fanfic
FanfictionBrianna has been best friends with Harry Styles, a member of the very famous boy band One Direction, since she can remember. Up until recently, Brianna hasn't told Harry how she really feels about him. Once the cat is out of the bag, Harry and Brian...
