Cotton Candy Boy | Jimin ✓

100. Dear Love

Dear Amber,

Life is so strange. It moves on even if anything bad happens. People move on like moving on is a piece of cake. I wonder if it is in fact a piece of cake then why can't I seem to move on?

I don't have words anymore. Everything is too silent without you. Everything's too quiet after doctor's pulled that plug.

Life is so cruel. I didn't even get to say that I love you one last time. I couldn't even see the smile on your face one last time. I couldn't even hear your sweet one last time.

I miss you so much and life makes no sense without you. But I have to keep on living. I have to keep on living because of you. Because of your love. Your memories are keeping me alive, Amber. You sweet as cotton candy love is keeping me sane.

I hope your soul is in peace. And I hope you're smiling up there. And I hope you know that I love you so much. I won't ever be able to stop loving you and I don't want to.

Yours and yours only,
Jimin.

I placed the letter on Amber's grave and with a heavy, broken heart, I walked out of the cemetery and back to my cafe, where I had first seen Amber.

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