Only You (J-Hope x Reader)

Running From Hoseok

The entire time I had avoided the seven males and Kim. All I did was sit next to a huge tree and stare up at the sky. I watched as clouds turned into the different shapes and forms. I also felt as the breeze whistled quickly as it pasted me. The tree leaves would rustle making a sweet melody. The sun would smile brightly down at the Earth. The entire time I have been mesmerizing my friend, nature.

But Kim soon enough sat next to me. I watched as Kim pulled her knees close to her chest before wrapping her arms around her legs. Kim rested her chin on her knees, "Wanna talk?" Kim asked. "What are we talking about?" I asked back as I brought my attention back to the sky. "Well I thought maybe I could get to know you more," Kim stated making me sigh. "Listen we aren't 'friends' and I don't need you to be spreading information about me around the college," I replied. "You seriously need to give me a chance, I would never give out such information to a crowd of people," Kim said. I looked over to Kim, her facial expression showed that she was telling the truth. "If you want I'll tell you information about me first," Kim said, I hesitated. But something about Kim made me want to trust her, "Fine" I replied. "Well okay then..." Kim said pausing as she thought about what to tell me. "At a young age I obtained a mental disorder, which was depression," Kim stated. This statement made me turn my head to her, "Why would you say that first? You think that if you tell me such information I'll feel pity for you?" I asked slightly annoyed. "No, I would never. I don't need people to feel pity for my past. I only told you this first because I want you to be able to know that if I do ever spread such information about you, you can spread my information as well," Kim explained bringing her attention to me. My eyes widen at Kim's explanation, "She knows... She knows that I'm afraid," I thought shocked. "You may ask questions as I tell you things about myself, so you can obtain more information," Kim said. I nodded, "Why did you get depression?" I asked. I watched as Kim's attention move to the sky, "I got depression because of family problems," Kim answered fearlessly.

~After awhile~

I was able to figure out so much about Kim with all the information she had given me, along with the questions I asked. Kim had gotten depression at a younger age, she has attempted suicide about two times when she was younger, she was able to cope with her depression by herself, her dad would yell at her when she did something wrong, and so much more. "I guess that it means it's my turn to tell you things about me?" I asked. Kim nodded, "If you feel comfortable, I don't mind you not telling me. But I really want to get to know you more Y/N," Kim said. I sighed, "Around the first grade, I was bullied. My mom would never believe what I said, I would always tell her the truth every time I had gotten in trouble. My classmates would bully me and I was too blind to understand what was happening. Soon enough I made up my mind on being isolated. I've always avoided people and I hated talking to someone. I was soon enough able to find myself being able to tell whether people were faking feelings are not".

I continued to tell Kim about myself and she would add on along with her information. As I spoke I could see Kim listening ever so carefully, it seemed like she was really interested. I couldn't help but feel as if a weight had been lifted off my chest. It felt like everything I had been holding in was released and was protected by Kim's listening. Soon enough all the information that I had been hiding was given to Kim, and for some reason my mind trusted her with my information.

After awhile Kim and I finished talking about our sad parts in our lives. "Okay how about we get to know each other, but less depressed," Kim suggested and I nodded. As time progressed I did something that I hadn't done in so long, I smiled and laughed with another person. Kim had done so many silly remarks making me laugh.

~After a few minutes~

Kim and I watched as the seven full grown males act like little kids. Their faces were full of joy and delight. I couldn't help but want to join them, "No I can't... I need to-" I thought. "Want to join them?" Kim asked as if reading my mind. "Uh no... I'm fine-," before I could finish my sentence Kim grabbed my arm and dragged me to the males.

As Kim and I approached the seven males, "What are you guys playing?" Kim asked interested. "Tag," Seokjin answered, "Aren't you a little too old for that?" I mumbled. "It never hurts to have fun, even if we are playing a child's game. It's as long as we enjoy one another's company," Yoongi said clearly hearing my mumble. "Do you want to play Y/N?" Namjoon asked. "Tag..." I thought, my thoughts of my classmates bullying came to mind immediately. I shook my head instantly, "I-I think I'll just..." I couldn't even finish my sentence. "Y/N," Kim said turning to me, "We aren't your classmates, and you're not in first grade anymore. We don't want to harm you in anyways," Kim whispered. I nodded, "I'll give it a try..." I told Kim, which made Kim smile happily. "She's in guys!" Kim said. "Okay ready? One, two, three!" Kim shouted before extending her hand into the middle of the nine of us. "Not it!" We all shouted in unison. I quickly placed my hand on top of Jimin's small hand. "Hoseok is it!" Kim shouted before sprinting off. I immediately turned and started running as well. I ran faster and faster, I heard as a pair a feet followed quickly behind me. I turned my head slightly to see who was chasing me. Hoseok was smiling brightly as he followed behind me, his speed getting faster as time progressed. I immediately turned back and started sprinting, "Why is he chasing me?! I'm a slow runner!" I thought. Eventually I felt as Hoseok grab my wrist making me stop. "You're it!" Hoseok said he released me and ran off laughing. I stared at Hoseok in disbelief, "I haven't played this in so long..." I thought. I quickly followed behind Hoseok in hopes of catching up to him.

I hoped you enjoyed!
Quick note!
I don't think that I'll be able to update anytime soon... This will be the last chapter, well more like last time I update for now (No I am not quitting). I've been so stressed and busy lately, that I started losing interest in updating. I know, and I'm sorry, I've been taking a lot of breaks lately. But I promise that I'll be back, this time no breaks, after May, somewhere around there. Please understand, I really am sorry once again...
~XutieMiako