hello everyone~!!
okay so i can only respond to comments if i'm on the computer so i'll try to get on the computer tomorrow after my soccer games so i can respond to things
anywyas i went to bed around 2:30 am because i played truth or dare with olivia and brigitte for awhile
but then we just ended up talking about random things all night
at one point olivia's question for me was if i thought of jesse as something more
i'm like uH olivia in cause you didn't notice me and jesse play fight the entire time and we make fun of eachother
and she's like
hmm are you sure?
so i'm like bitch what
so for legit an hour or so i waited for a point where i was asking her and she picked truth
cause i'm like very confused about it
turns out she just kinda liked jesse and she was jealous cause he gave me attention in the gc
i was like o h okay
anywho got up at 8:30 sharp
and i kinda sat in bed until 10:30 and was talking to jesse about things he missed last night cause he's sick so he fell asleep like at 9 pm
then everyone else from my family left around 10:50 ish for softball
and i went downstairs and was talking to jesse about plans for playing ow later that day
then around 12 i got in my time for ow
around 2 i had lunch
then this is when i got very, very angry at everyone
like legitimately i can say it's the angriest i've been at someone in a long time
and yeah
i kind of forget now what it was entirely about but like
i said something and olivia sent something in the gc and jesse just got pissed
and then everybody was like yelling
and i just got so angry at him because he got mad a me for like this random picture i sent
and then he was like listing off the people he cared about in the gc
go figure i wasn't in that
so like i threw down my phone no joke
and i walked away for like 10
minutes
and i did nothing i just sat there and stared at the wall
i logged into a different account and started talking to rose (the girl i mentioned last night that was my friend who tried to kill herself)
and i vented to her about everyone in that gc and so that got it off my mind
and then i just still was really angry
so i tried typing tft to calm me down, and to which it did
it's gonna be great since in the beginning of that chapter it's gonna say how flipping angry i was at the time
anywho
then me and olivia were talking and it felt nice because we talked about jesse
and i think my favorite part was the first thing she said to me was "yo forget about everything that i said about jesse last night, it's over"
so yeah
i calmed down with that chat and i talked to jesse again about music
and then around 5 or 6 ish we played ow with someone else from the gc but it took me forever to set up the mic since you know my dad tried to make it so i couldn't talk to anyone on games
but heh i figured how to undo it
so yeah good thing is he'll never go on there
anywyas
then my parents got home with dinner around 7:30
and then around 8 we went to go say goodbye to our neighbors moving away to D.C. tomorrow and we wouldn't be here tomorrow
i got home around 8:30 ish
and i worked on some things in my bullet journal cause i haven't done anything with it
like this tells you how long it's been, my last thing i wrote in there was may 23
yeah
anywho i'm off to bed now since i've got to get up at 6 for highschool soccer tournament tomorrow
not excited
caio
qotd-
favorite genre of music? (ex. pop, country, dubstep....)
aotd-
probably pop and dubstep
signing off-
