so you know i look at the comments before writing the next one and so i'm also looking for a song to play
and yeet i listened to adore u local team CAUSE LEAH U COMMENTED IT
AND MY WORD ITS BEAUTIFUL
LIKE I CRY
the only song of theirs that gets me more is don't wanna cry
like that song is beautiful
it makes me want to cry
anywho
let's get started off with this with the first time i woke up
which was 2:45 i think
some time around that
so i woke up and like started rubbing my head because it's still dark and i was confused and i just remember like groaning at one point because i got an awful headache for like a spilt second
and next thing i know my phone is blowing up
and it like scared me because like i was getting notifications and they were loud but how come i didn't hear them before
and my heart like started pounding and i'm like wtf
i was calm but my heart was like n o p e
and i don't even know what happened
like i just remember saying something about it in the gc like something around having a headache again and that my heart was pounding for some reason
and like jesse freaked out cause he thought it was his fault because i think i woke up too abruptly
because i felt like i was in a deep sleep before that
idk
so i'm like bitch it's fine and like it's not your fault
anyways i went back to bed
woke up at 8
went to training around 8:45
we were out there for a good half hour and then we went inside because it go really dark
and it started pouring and storming
so we got out of practice early
uh i got home and hung around upstairs
i don't remember what i did but i while bunch of nothing
my dad made me and my sister grilled cheese for lunch since he had work off
and it was pretty good
uh went back upstairs
worked on some things
AND B I PROMISE TOMORROW ILL WORK ON TFT IF I CAN
IT DEPENDS IF ME AND JESSE PLAY OW AGAIN
idk he's been feeling down lately so it may help get his mind off things
so honestly it depends on how he's feeling
uh so then maybe around 4 or so they ask me if i know anyone who likes ow and might be interested in joining our gc
so ofc the only person i think would be into it is arnav
so i'm like whatever, we are still friends so i'll ask him
so he joined
it's kind of awkward for me since i'm like i know this bitch irl
so if i say anything cringy then i'm dead
anywho
then closer to 6 jesse is like fuck my life
and i'm like ??? QUÉ
and he's like "i can't talk about it in here"
and i'm like dm me? like at first i thought he meant he didn't want to talk about but boy was i wrong
i won't share again the thing he talked about for personal reasons
but it like makes me very disappointed in someone else in our gc
and i'm like telling him that he shouldn't tolerate this kind of behavior with him
oh that reminds of earlier, so in the gc i'm either referred to as boss or pops, rarely i get papi but that's when he wants me to tell him he's doing well in the game
and then once i got daddy and sugar doll
but they were jokes
anywho
so at one point this is what happened
jesse: i don't love you anymore pops
jesse: i'm gone
me: SON
me: WHY DOES MY SON HAVE TO LEAVE ME
and then i sent a bunch of random dad and son pictures
me: but the memories son....
jesse: no more memories
and that was it
kind of strange but whatever
uh
had some pizza for dinner
and then i cleaned up like the bitch i am
anywho i went back to talking with jesse after dinner
and he's like i'm tired
i'm like bitch then why are you talking to me, sleep now
and he's still asleep
so yeah now i'm bored
uh
yeah that was about it
caio
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also i can't describe how much i love this picture
qotd- the book you've read most recently? (it doesn't matter if you finished it or not)
