Reincarnated In Another World With My Systematic Phone [Hiatus]

To my crush

Author here. I was bored. So I wanted to write what has been going on these past nights and days thinking about my crush.

A small poem to get you out of my mind.

Ahem.

From the moment I saw you back in 7th grade. I was interested as you walked through the door.

As you took a seat from a front. I would always stare at your back without even knowing.

Thankfully you we're smart so you ended up in my class.

You had a twin. It was fun.

It was hard to identify you from the other but when I'm with you and my heart was suddenly at beat I knew it was you.

Even though I always get it wrong it was fun.

But I'm not going to hope you'll like me too.

I confessed to your twin I liked you.

Your twin said "its ok."

Honestly it felt like I also liked your twin.

But your twin was already taken.

I just hoped this was just a phase.

I hoped that I would forget.

Every minute.

Every hour.

Every day.

I would think of you.

I wish to go out with you.

But I know you wouldn't.

Because it was impossible.

Your a girl and I'm a girl.

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My answer is already clear.

I just need to take you off my mind then I'll be fine.

Step by step I'm almost forgetting.

Every time you do something I smile.

Every time you talk to me I was glad.

Every time....

Why....

Out of all the people.

Why you?

As you said to me you had another.

Some part of me was glad.

I'm almost done trying to forget you.

Some part of me wasn't.

Because for the first time.

I liked someone I would really loved.

I know you wouldn't read this.

So I wrote it.

I'm not crying while writing.

I was depressed.

Hopefully you find happiness.

For I will support you.

And by the time I found mine.

We'll always be friends...

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I was bored. I'm sorry but I had to let it out.

If this got to someone I know. I will un publish it. This is your only one time reading this.

I just needed to let it out.

If not by voice.

Then writing.

I'm sorry for wasting your time.